FlaMie
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Week 4 Day 6 - coming to the end of 1 mth!
Haiz, another disappointing day. I don't think I'll ever ever hit 10kg in the first month. In fact, think I went up by like 0.1kg. Serve me right for weighing every day as well as the super late night sleep and late dinner! Guess, I just have to pay with that weight up! Must remind myself consciously not to do it.
On Monday, as I start my week 5, I'll be going to the lab for my 1st blood test and thereafter on Thursday, I'll be going in for my first weigh in. Wish me luck people! Dunno why as the day approaches, I'm starting to feel unsure all over. What if the weighing machine registers a way heavier weight? Gosh, I know that all weighing machines are different but how different can the one in the clinic be?
I think I shall try to catch up on my sleep today. I woke up early for breakfast as I didn't want to repeat whatever happened yesterday. Have been rather productive...have marked quite a few piles of students' work. STRESS MEGA BIG TIME! Dinner should be early today...at least 2 hours earlier than yesterday. So, I hope this change can urge the machine to move down a little by tomorrow. Nonetheless, I've been trying to look at myself in the mirror...why do I look so fat today?!
Oh, I also noted that my BMI is bordering at obese and overweight. Hope it gets into the overweight zone real soon. Don't want to be obese...really unhealthy, really fearful of all the consequences of being obese.
Haiz, another disappointing day. I don't think I'll ever ever hit 10kg in the first month. In fact, think I went up by like 0.1kg. Serve me right for weighing every day as well as the super late night sleep and late dinner! Guess, I just have to pay with that weight up! Must remind myself consciously not to do it.
On Monday, as I start my week 5, I'll be going to the lab for my 1st blood test and thereafter on Thursday, I'll be going in for my first weigh in. Wish me luck people! Dunno why as the day approaches, I'm starting to feel unsure all over. What if the weighing machine registers a way heavier weight? Gosh, I know that all weighing machines are different but how different can the one in the clinic be?
I think I shall try to catch up on my sleep today. I woke up early for breakfast as I didn't want to repeat whatever happened yesterday. Have been rather productive...have marked quite a few piles of students' work. STRESS MEGA BIG TIME! Dinner should be early today...at least 2 hours earlier than yesterday. So, I hope this change can urge the machine to move down a little by tomorrow. Nonetheless, I've been trying to look at myself in the mirror...why do I look so fat today?!
Oh, I also noted that my BMI is bordering at obese and overweight. Hope it gets into the overweight zone real soon. Don't want to be obese...really unhealthy, really fearful of all the consequences of being obese.