26th March, 2007 - Completed Week 3
Well another week down and only a small loss again this week. 1.3kg, which deep down i know is great, but in my heart I was hoping it would happen a little faster than this. I haven't deviated at all and i'm doing everything i'm suposed to, right down to the letter, so i do feel a little disappointed.
Although there is the the disappoinment, i know that TOM is only probably a few days away, and that this could be another factor. I'm really hoping that it will be and a nice loss for this week will get my spirits back up again.
Sometimes i wonder if i have the right plan for me in regards to portion size etc, because i know when i have done other diets in the past and my body has gone into ketosis, that i've had a nasty taste in my mouth, which for me was the thing that told my brain that i was in ketosis, but i haven't had that with Cohens, and i thought that ketosis was all a part of it?...hhmmmm Maybe that is something i need to bring up with my consultant next week.
I think at the moment i'm frustrated. Not with the plan but i guess it is that i want to be 20 - 30kg into my weight loss, so i can start seeing the difference and feeling good about myself and knowing that i can do it. I really wanted to get off to a flying start and even if i lost 20kg in the first 2 months and it slowed down to 1-2kg a week i would be happy with that, but in my mind i REALLY want to get under that 100kg mark. I know it's all a mind game, and each day that goes by, i know i'm doing the right things and that i WILL work. I know it's still early days and i have a long way to go, I just want to get there....
Well on the upside (after that miserable post so far) my pants are getting loose. They aren't as tight around the waist anymore, moreso, just comfy, but in the legs
I looks like i'm wearing friggin clown pants. I'm so embarrassed to be seen in public with them on. My hubby calls them 'poo catchers' coz they are so big under the bum...lol. Even my favorite pair of jeans are way too baggy in the legs. I have another pair of jeans ready to go, and i tried them on yesterday, hoping that i could get rid of the baggy ones, but i couldn't get them done up. Fitted great in the legs, but that tummy bulge isn't quite small enough. I reckon in a few weeks they'll be great.
Well that's about it from me for now, and here's looking to my 4 week weigh in, 1st Blood test, and my 2nd month into the making of the new me!. Happy losing everyone.
Minny...xxxxx
Starting Date: 5th March, 2007
Starting Weight: 113.3kg
Weight Loss to Date: 6.7kg
Goal Weight: 55-58kg (as per Dr Cohen) My aim is 56-57kg