Okay, I was apprehensive on the diary thing. Holding myself accountable and all that. But I am in the 5 lb. club this round and I need to be responsible.
CW:143.6
GW(challenge):138.6 or more
GW(long haul):125 would be a dream! haha
By the way my name is Melissa. I live with my BF in a SMALLLLLL town in central North Dakota. I am 19. I have no children of my own, but I have a 6 year stepson named Nathan. He does not live with us, and we miss him alot. All the time...okay anyway. Off track here.
I have never been the skinny one, or the one the guys are checkin out. Unless you them checkin out my massive breasts. Well before I lost the weight. Now I am normal. But my point is, I have just never been the one with the hot bod.ANd that isn't important to me, bc my BF loves my body. I just think that I eat like food is leaving the planet tomorrow. I smoke. And I bite my nails. I am a mess. I really need to clean up my act. But one thing at a time and I chose the weight. I gotta get back to work now. I wish everyone their dreams come true so we can live til we're 90!! Ha. And I am doing this diary for support AND criticism. So PLEASE FEEL FREE!!!!!!!!!!
CW:143.6
GW(challenge):138.6 or more
GW(long haul):125 would be a dream! haha
By the way my name is Melissa. I live with my BF in a SMALLLLLL town in central North Dakota. I am 19. I have no children of my own, but I have a 6 year stepson named Nathan. He does not live with us, and we miss him alot. All the time...okay anyway. Off track here.
I have never been the skinny one, or the one the guys are checkin out. Unless you them checkin out my massive breasts. Well before I lost the weight. Now I am normal. But my point is, I have just never been the one with the hot bod.ANd that isn't important to me, bc my BF loves my body. I just think that I eat like food is leaving the planet tomorrow. I smoke. And I bite my nails. I am a mess. I really need to clean up my act. But one thing at a time and I chose the weight. I gotta get back to work now. I wish everyone their dreams come true so we can live til we're 90!! Ha. And I am doing this diary for support AND criticism. So PLEASE FEEL FREE!!!!!!!!!!