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Quercus

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So I feel this warrants a new diary.

Here is the old diary for reference:

http://weight-loss.fitness.com/threads/56548-The-big-oak-(Quercus)-needs-to-drop-some-dead-limbs!

I just returned from my doctor and my back ailments will need surgery to correct them. My only chance to avoid surgery is if the pain is manageable without the surgery. So now to do what I can do to avoid the scalpel.

I was 326 this morning. I have limited mobility at the moment so exercise will be limited to slow walking. I have an appointment with a specialist and hopefully he will be referring me to a physical therapist. My cholesterol is also too high so another reason to get the weight down.

The 2014 game plan:

1. Actually lose fat.
~2,300 calories a day.
Meat is limited to wild game, necessity, and social obligation.
Dairy as a rare treat only.

2. Daily exercise.
I can take breaks as needed, but even something minor can be done. Basically no zero days. Even if it's just stretching or some quick body weight exercise, I need to make it part of my day. A habit as ingrained as eating or using the restroom.

3. No alcohol the entire year.
Not one sip for the entire calendar. 1 down 364 to go. Last year I went for more than half the year, but I started drinking when I was laid up with my back woes.

So by 2015:
I will be a year without alcohol.
I will have a steadfast habit of exercising daily.
I will have lost enough fat to not be obese (<40" waist measurement BMI etc.).

This will be the year I leave obesity behind forever.

Although I've laid out my plan for the year the real progress is made each moment. I have a game plan for each day. Right now I am achieving my goals by laying out plans and by not eating the donuts that are in the breakroom. Every decision is an opportunity to achieve my goals. Each misstep slows my progress, but it doesn't negatively effect my ability to make the next decision the right one. I will be positive and supportive with myself. Bad decisions will be in the minority and are just part of the process.

Update 3/17/2014: I'm very pleased to say that exercise has become a part of my life. I have been running regularly since early January. I have stopped weighing all together and rely on waist measurements and pant size to gauge progress. This keeps me focused on the goald of health through fitness and slow fat loss. I have hip pain from running, but I am trying stretching to alleviate this. I have been remiss in even estimating calories as of late, but I continue a primarily vegan diet and I am also trying gluten-free as well. Still no drinking and I am trying to give up diet sodas.
 
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Hi,

Good luck, you can do this!
I would set some goals for your walking. For example of you manage 30 minutes one day then the next bump it to 40 or 50 minutes. (Even bumping 5 minutes would be good motivation and progress) or you can base it on KMs / miles rather than time?

I brought a pedometer for after the birth of the baby as walking will be one of my goals. I want to reach the 10,000 steps.

I was also reading up on oats lately. They can help with cholesterol apparently (note my info is solely from google) maybe ask your specialist about this, if it will help or not?

And a piece of cake on your birthday is a must. Happy birthday for the day it is :)
 
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Welcome to your new diary.

You may want to change the link in your signature as I note that it still points to the old diary.

If you are still walking a lot as part of your work - you will get the walking thing nailed... Since you are very dependant on bringing the eaten calories in at the right level (due to the reduced exercise) it is probably a good idea to log and count everything... I hate doing that - but it is the safest way...

Happy birthday for this weekend... our birthdays are together - since it is mine tomorrow... :)
 
Ugh... sorry to hear about your back issues. I hope that you're able to avoid going through the surgery. Your plan sounds like a good one so hopefully you'll be able to do just that. Good luck with everything!

Happy birthday to you and Omega! :)
 
Sweet, first full day of the new log and it's party time! Thanks for all the encouragement and well wishing! My Bday was a couple days ago. 38 sucks so far. 323.2 today.

I did a little walking around the yard and at a store yesterday. I went from an hour of cardio most days to being worn out from walking around a department store. I had to nap when I got home. New medication for cholesterol has me feeling like a zombie this morning. Hopefully the side effects will subside as my body adapts.
 
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An ant photo I took yesterday evening. She's really tiny. That's a single sand grain she's hauling out of the nest.
 
That's a pretty cool pic. I'm not gonna lie, it kind of freaked me out when it loaded. I just wasn't expecting it! LOL
 
323.2 again this morning. The exercise is going to be a painfully (literally) slow ramp up. Yesterday I went to the mall and walked so I didn't have to deal with the heat as the cholesterol medicine has my stomach messed up and I needed to be near facilities. I feel absolutely geriatric at this point. I haven't been doing field work this week because I really can't.

I plan to look into massage. I never liked the idea of a stranger rubbing on me and I've never done it, but maybe it would help. I need to do something to get some relief.

The diet has been great so far. I'll avoid counting calories as long as I can lose without doing it. Right now I'm hungry all the time, but this is the adjustment phase. It will get better. One silver lining is that I don't take any boredom trips to the fridge/pantry because it's not worth the pain/effort at the moment.

Mandy sorry the pic freaked you out. I like looking at ants as much as a fluffy bunny so I don't consider the freak out factor.

Omega, happy belated birthday! Sorry I didn't mention that before.

Nostalgic, thanks for the advice. I'm limited in what I can do at the moment, but I'm well equipped to ease back into things as I can. I have a GPS HR monitor watch from when I started running that does everything but move my feet. I just can't do enough to need it at the moment. I'm going for a swim this evening. Hopefully that will loosen things up.
 
Hey Q! Just found this new diary.

Well, for one, I'm glad you finally got a clear diagnosis and path(s) forward. It's better than the ambiguity of not knowing. Remember: I had spinal fusion done in my late twenties (L4-5) and aside from taking off a few months to recover, I've never looked back. I really, really believe that the WAY you recover will dictate your future back health. Following the advice of my surgeon, I pushed HARD, but SAFE. I was walking 1-2 miles after 2 weeks, 5-6 miles with hills after 3-4 weeks, swimming, and using weights on my upper body. My walking started slow and steady, but I was hauling ass after a month. I lost weight, got healthy and was back at work in 2-1/2 months.

I love your lifestyle changes. If it's sustainable to you, do it!
 
Thanks Don! It's good to hear some encouragement. I want to lose the weight and do exercise to manage the pain and avoid surgery if at all possible. That seems less likely every day. I don't know how I could take that much time off of work. I guess it would be short term disability.

Not drinking is the only change that is difficult. I love being mostly vegetarian. I have 10-15 pounds of venison marinating in the fridge as we speak and that will give me a nice source of meat for field work for a long time. I'll be running the dehydrator all weekend. Apples and some veggies are also going in the dryer in the next couple days too. I bought an outlet timer so I can run it while I sleep.

I'm trying to keep myself occupied while I wait for the specialist appointment. I have several books going and several computer projects at various stages. I don't miss mowing and normally it wouldn't need it this time of year. A mild summer means the yard looks ragged. I intend to "honey do" the wife this weekend. :)

I'll feel better mentally if not physically as I lose more weight. I'm happy to see you getting back on track and really liked your post and Mandy's too.

On that note here it goes. Some honesty of my own:

I personally have always been fat. It's a large part of how I define myself. Part of me is really afraid of being any other way. It doesn't make any sense, but I find myself worrying over it.

For instance people tend to remember me. I'm 6' 3" and 320 and that's a major part of why they remember me. If I'm 6'3" 200 will anyone remember me? I'm very introverted when it comes to initial contact with people. People remembering me on second contact is a major way that I start to communicate with people. I still have a hard time making friends. I can say logically that people would likely approach me more frequently if I was in good shape and I would have more confidence if I felt better about my body, but I still worry about how my life will change as I do lose the weight.

It's shitty to think that people will like me more if I'm not fat, but it's true. Hell I'll like me more so I can't cast stones. Focusing on that fact makes me like myself a lot less now. I know people remember me because of my size. People will say "no you're not fat you're just big". I know a guy who is the same height as me but not overweight and I've never heard him described as "big". Tall is tall and big is fat unless you are a serious lifter/bodybuilder which I have never been.

I don't know who I am if I'm not a "big" guy. I do want to find out even if it scares me.
 
Dude, I can sooo relate to everything in your "honesty moment".

That was a moment of beautiful, clear honesty. Thanks for that.

I had a female friend who was large breasted and after a cancer diagnosis, opted to have a double mastectomy. Afterwards, she was sure she had made the right choice, but regularly fretted whether she should have done it... because all her life she was seen as the pretty girl with the nice boobs, and after the surgery, that part of her identity was gone. At first, she was really hurrying the breast reconstruction surgery timeline to regain what she had "lost", but after awhile came to realize she was NOT her breasts. People still loved her. Men still found her attractive. She was still whole. She did eventually have surgery, but her bra size was smaller. She had decided to "go smaller".

You and I have always been "the big guy". When I'm out on a date (even now) with my wife, other men do NOT eyeball her openly, they look away when I look at them. When I walk down a crowded sidewalk, I make pace, stay straight, and let the other guys make room as I pass. I am openly friendly and gregarious in groups to compensate for the fact that others can find me to be intimidating. The ONLY time this has not been the case in my life is when I was 21-22 and I lost too much weight and looked just "tall". Frankly, I didn't like being in that other role much, and it may be why I quickly added more weight.

I am the big guy most of the time. I enjoy that role. Now the trick for me is to be a healthy big guy.
 
Good stuff Don! Thanks! My back makes me want to be the tall guy for sure. My wife hates her big boobs. It's an opinion we don't share. I'm glad I got all that out, but I am in a much more positive place today. I spent the evening going between a hot tub and cold dip pool without a lot of hope that it would help. Boy was I wrong! I feel way better today. I will be back there this evening. I will keep doing it and add back easy exercise until I am back on track.

I weighed in at 322.0 this morning. Down 1.2 since yesterday. I'm ready for my clothes to fit like they did at 313. I can already tell a tiny difference. I intend to do whatever it takes to get below 300 (within reason) as soon as possible. That's a huge mental hurdle for myself. Hopefully I'll be there before August is done.
 
Is being mostly vegetarian like being mostly pregnant? Lol
 
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