Thank you for the kind words, I really appreciate it. Yeah, I turn 21 this coming December so I'm fairly young and I understand the 20s can be one of the toughest ages of life, and I'm definitely starting to realize it quickly. Just been dealing with anxiety, panic attacks, brain fog, depression and just a lot of things at the moment. I technically work 3 jobs right now until I move to Texas go back into college. I've also met a lady here but moving really changes everything and it's just been a lot going on. I can literally write hours and hours about what I'm going through into specific detail, but I think I'd rather save my fingers from typing it out so much and just try to get through this crazy stressful time. Thank you for your interest in my diary, I've had a lot of ups and downs, but hey, no one said this road was ever going to be easy. "I've failed over and over and over again in my life. And that is why I succeed." - Michael Jordan
I like that quote and Jordan was just awesome to watch. Really incredible player. It seems my age guessing skills need some work although I see it now after zooming in a little bit on your profile picture. Although it may not feel good, I think it's good that you're working on an understanding of what you're going through and connecting it to how it's affecting you mentally and physically. I think if you take the time to stay aware and try to figure out how to keep it in check now, it'll pay off in the long run. Definitely OK to put yourself first in any situation. In general if you're sincere, situations like with a lady friend typically work themselves out over time.