OMG.... yes.. i know...
Hello... to everyone....
how are things going for you all.. i am sure i shall find out soon... i will try and catch up on as many posts as poss... but feel free to drop me a line and update me...
where to start, where to start... oh wubbulous life of a cohenite in disgrace... bah ha ha...
Bad habbits
How easily they return...
I have yet another puncture in my tyre so i will be off to bob janes soon... while i have been on hiatus i have managed to get about 5/6... grrr
boo hoo..
but enough of my boo hoo me attitude, i have felt sorry for myself for way to long.... weigh, weigh to long.. have blood test at end of the week.. i have done to much yo yo ing of late... but thanks to some nice friends i am 100% recommitted, refreshed and deburdened...
i have also evicted that nasty voice inside my head that keeps saying yes and telling me this is too scary...... i have shed the i dont deserve this perspective and am embracing the ... "why the hell dont i"...
Well i did reconcile with my bridezilla and will be attending her wedding as a guest.. but still want to look fine... and i will... i have new shoes... will try and post pic.. hopefully they are for the acdc concert in march and i want to look smoke'n for that too...though hubby has his doubts that they are wearable...
SSHHH....Top secret!!
I have also joined a marching team.The cavaliers.. i know.. but its fun, they need new members and it helps kelista's team too.. the ladies are a right laugh and i enjoy the adult conversation... its helping me to be less of a sad sack... Its good for the posture to..beside we march at country fairs... what better incentive....
i recently sat the stat which is the mature age test to get into uni, as i didnt complete year 12 due to a growth...bah ha ha, my darling son,jacob was born that year... he is now 14... arghh.. anway i got a good enough score to have my pick of uni's in wa... i am hoping to do "bachelor of nursing".. but stil need to apply for next years application... This is something i know i would not have attempted if i hadnt budged that 30 kgs irrespective of the few kilos i have regained while on hiatus...
i did contemplate opening a new blog, but decided that was just me being a dag..
Off or On the wagon the jorney so far has been an accomplishment..
I cant just negate what i have done so far because im unhappy with myself...
Any way all i have to do is look at the new shoes i bought and I know im on the road to me... this is where i am meant to be... this is the road i chose to travel, not all roads are straight and easily travelled.. i got lost on a bit of a roundabout... bah ha ha... Big thanks to nic, mel, hev,penny, janet, cate and the forum you have all helped me find the way back..THANKS.. thanks for being around, no nonsense advice and optimisum...
Well i better go for this morning, my new man bob jane is waiting... lmao.....
But will drop back in this evening when im avoiding those pantry monsters..
thanks all.. look forward to getting back into the swing of the forum..
wishing you all well...
Chelle