chelle chats again..
Okay well i have been chatting to my bridezilla and she is sadly 100kg.. i am, well, you now my weight... I am saddened that my friend has put weight on, i hope she drops a few for her on health.. i know my progress will not make her think about cohens, she has told me several times that its too much effort, too hard etc.. But i do feel her anxiety and regardless of her behaviour towards me i do worry about her .. Any way enough sad sack...
Kmart offered me no help with swimmers,it was quite funny really, i dont know how they can make an 18 with "A" size cups.... my boobs unfortunatley were not meant to be contained in a small peice of lycra.... and the only one pieces the had to offer me were grandma bathers, i feel old with 4 kids but not that old... ha ha ha.... so no swimming just yet, but i shall continue looking for something to wear in the pool...
Well i have a booking at the gown gallery to try on bridesmaid dresses, 9.30 am on the 25th of Feb... fingers crossed i will have shrunk down a little more by then... the nasty part of me wants so many things... i want to be smaller i want to be lighter .. i want to show em..ha ha ha the jokes on you.. i am doing it... see me shrink... but thats just the nasty part... obviously it doesnt dominate as i still have my bags of fatty revenge clothes that i havent passed on to the IL's.... ha ha ha
I remind myself a deviation = an extra week on the program..
I am praying that i shall have completed by the hens weekend... regardless i am deviating for that weekend and i will put off refeed if neccessary, as i have been informed not to deviate on refeed.. I have also been informed that i shall not be forgiven if i dont join in on the hens weekend....
i watched twilight the other day... i now have book 1 and 2... will start reading tonight... god i am such a sucker for a vampire love story...
i folded very little clothes whilst i watched the dvd... yes and a big tut tut too.. it was a hot copy.. but i thoroughly enjoyed it...
oh well i better sign off and read a few posts before i bugger off and eat my yogurt / egg and veg.. havent decided which one yet... any way drivel drivel drivel..
keep up the hard work everyone and hope i have some thing more interesting tomorrow...
TTFN
Chelle