Hey Annie80, I totally understand where you are coming from. I am 5’7 and weigh 190lbs. I think I am able to ‘hide’ my weight well. People say I look great, but I know that when I was 40 lbs lighter, I looked and felt amazing! I need to ‘get back to that happy place’ again.
Regarding Weight Watchers, my story begins with me losing 40 lbs on a starvation type diet. I slowly gained the weight back and I found myself in a PANIC a couple of months ago. I joined this forum and I had decided to try the Atkins Diet to see if I could lose weight on a high protein diet. It didn't work. It was too difficult to count carbs and protein. My mom convinced me to start Weight Watchers. So we joined together. I being away at school went to different meetings than my mom. She lost 15 lbs in one month, and I didn’t lose a pound. I had registered for one month and didn't go back after the month was up. I felt totally out of control with my eating and I didn’t know what to do. I forgot how to eat properly and I forgot how to diet. (If that makes sense) I think this had to do with a minor depression related to school and personal stress. So once I was ready to commit I decided to follow the WW program again. (I haven’t posted this recent news yet) I feel so good right now. I began exercising again (after my slight despair at not losing weight with Atkins) and I haven’t weighed myself since I began following the WW Point System. (I have the tendency to fixate and obsess over the numbers the scale reads. So I’ve made a long term commitment to follow this way of eating and see how it works.) I figure that if it works for my mom it will work for me. I know the Point System can be annoying at times and it has become a running joke at home with my dad and brother. I have to say that I’ve become use to counting points and I don’t mind them as much as counting calories, carbs, protein etc….Weight Watchers is a balanced approach, slow but does not deprive you of anything. As you’ve witnessed in the past year, moderation is the key to success.
My advice to you is to consider if you are really counting all your points, drinking water, exercising, eating late at night and eating your meals proportionally. I truly believe that I didn’t lose weight while I attended meetings because I wasn't drinking enough water, I wasn't exercising enough, I wasn’t balancing my meals, I was eating late at night and I wasn’t being ‘serious’ about my commitment.
Some advice:
1. Weight Watchers provides a ‘low carb’ option menu that you can follow that tends to ‘boost’ weight loss.
2. It provides a pre-planned one week menu that kicks starts a regime that is easy to follow if you find yourself unable to decipher the point’s method.
It sounds like you are ‘re-shaping’ your body through weight lifting and I think that as long as you feel confident in your clothes you shouldn’t be so worried. What is your goal weight? Are you still attending meetings? Sometimes your body plateaus as it ‘gets accustomed’ to a new weight. I suggest you stick with it and you’ll see results.
Good luck and keep me updated. (Perhaps we can overcome this plateau together.) My goal is to lose 40lbs by November 1st. (I should really start posting my food diary!)