Usagi's Diary

[M2M]

I vape and don't miss cigs at all!
I did have to go with a box mod and I hit it hard and hot, it was the only way not to go back to cigarettes.

 

[Llama]

Well done on the cigarettes! Is there nicotine in the vaping liquid you use?

 

[Usagi1]

There is. 6mg I think?

Anyway:

7/4/19

Day 8 smokeless. I'm starting to smell when others have been smoking.

Recovery day.

I always feel weird about recovery days. Like, I get that I'm supposed to stop and let the body heal. And I'm good with that, I like that notion a lot. But there's always this "yeah but I feel ok so i could go back out and do something."

Then you get all the people talking about "active" recovery and how you should do it, and none of them really agree. So it feels weird and strange.

Also, I got my training hikes in the park called "Just walking," which ok, i guess you can characterize it that way, but why do you need to? What is this weird obsession with judging how people do things for self-improvement?

Eh.

 

[Llama]

I got my training hikes in the park called "Just walking," which ok, i guess you can characterize it that way, but why do you need to? What is this weird obsession with judging how people do things for self-improvement?

I can´t tell you, sadly. Sometimes people really want to be helpful and are just awful at it, and sometimes they want to feel superior. A rose by any other name and all that.
I´m bad at rest days, too, because they feel like wasted time. But then when I don´t take enough of them I get absolutely ravenous and start binging so at least for me they truly are useful, no matter how much they annoy me at the time.