maggie_degroat
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i grew up with parents who smoked, when i was 10 yes thats right 10 my family moved to a new city where all the friends i met were smoking, i can remember my first cig back in 1988 it was a marlboro red. how bad is that, well i am 31 years old today and still a smoker do i like it, hell no i hate this habit. i want to quit but a non smoker doesnt realize is that it is very hard specially when you have done it for so long. when i started this diet i also got a prescription called chantix that from what everyone tells me works. i told my self when i lose half the weight i will start this pill. when i do smoke i do respect others for example the other day i was on my lunch break sitting on the bench enjoying my cig which helps release some of the stress that i had. this lady comes by and sits next to me i get up and she says to me oh you dont have to move i simply said i am sorry but i do not want to be rude and smoke near you so i walked down where there were no people. everything back in the day allowed smokers even our mall i can remember going to the mall with my mom and all throughout the mall were giant ash trays. some one says how can you compare that to food, well some people are highly addicted to food and as some of us all know how hard it is to quit that well i guess what i am saying is in a way it is the same but with different effects. i respect non smokers. i as a smoker hate when people blow it in my face or smoke when i am trying to eat or dont roll down a window.
all i ask is not to be judged on something
all i ask is not to be judged on something