Thanks everyone:
Okay its over.
It went GREAT..and it was a disaster, all in the same race. That's Ironman eh? Here in a nutshell:
I had an awesome swim. I went out a little faster but settled in nicely. It felt pretty long but I used the time to zone out and prepare myself for my bike plan. It was much harder going out than in due to the current. I was one of the first few out of the water in my age group at 28 minutes (on my watch). Swim was 1.2 miles, or 2000 in a pool.
I had an okay transition. I was wet and sticky and it was hard to get on my gloves and shirt but I didn't rush, kept my cool and it was no big thing. I was out at 35 minutes on my watch.
The bike was fantastically hard, but beautiful. The hills never ended it was one after another and these weren't bike trail baby hills, they were monsters. There were a FEW flat sections and it was so nice to hit those because they were ALL with a tailwind

I prayed and sang and thanked God for NOT giving me a flat the whole way. What occurred was awesome. The course isn't really that great as far as road conditions. There are a lot of bumps, gravel, uneven parts. People were getting flats left and right. I was personally RIGHT behind three different people in the race that got a flat RIGHT in front of me. It was like they took the bullet for me! I was happy on the bike. I was just so happy to not be changing a flat! I finished the bike in 3:05 hours and on my bike odometer I had 61 miles-that course was longer than it should have been-I asked other bicyclists too and they had the same figure. I had an excellent hydration/nutrition system that I'd NEVER executed before but I thought it was intelligent! I started with luna gummies since I knew I'd be coherent enough to get them out of the bag and I could nurse them a while while I found my groove. I drank water and nuun (mostly nuun) between eating. I ate every 45 min on the dot. I had a baby red potato next and that was a FANTASTIC idea. My stomach settled instantly. Then I had a gu, then another potato, then another gu. Altogether between water and NUUN I drank 80oz and on the bike I ate 500 cals which is actually good for me.
Transition from the bike went well. I wasn't dizzy or spacy or anything. I'd had 2 advil around mile 40 for my back which worked like magic and I had 2 Tums at about mile 50 to calm my stomach down (it was getting really hot). I jogged outta there (after using 30 sec to pee!) and my legs were already there, I was happy!
I got some water at an early aid station and then it hit-that bike to run drag. MAN I was going really slug slow and my core muscles were SCREAMING. my LEGS were fine, but my core was on fire and I couldn't stand up straight very well. I had very labored breathing. At the first aid station I had to stop and get a grip. I felt like I was having an asthma attack and it was making me anxious that I honestly couldn't get enough air. That started my settled stomach back up churning again. I got water there. I ran to mile 2 and felt the same way. The run had a lot of hills on it that I'd not trained for and by now the temp was HOT-I'd find out how hot later. The third aid station I threw up. There was little warning and actually I just thought I was going to burp but out came gu and potatoes. NASTY. I got the chills, grabbed water refusing to succumb to the increasing heat. I started walk/running at this point. I got to mile 4 and threw up again. I realized I wasn't going to make it without continuing to dehydrate with my puking. Grudgingly I asked them if I could sit in their shady chairs a little while to cool down. I figured my core temp was just up and I needed just a few minutes to chill. They sprayed water on me, I downed a few cups of water, put ice in my sports bra-and threw up. They told me not to leave ( do these people know ironman contenders??!) but I said I had to try one more mile to be sure of my deepest fears, so I walk/ran to mile 5 and had to fold. Too much throwing up, chills and not enough liquid. I actually wasn't even sweating anymore. On the way back in the "rescue car" I found out the temp had climbed to 97! I said "WAIT no, its supposed to be 83 today!" he was like "yeah you never know around here the weather had a mind of its own" I felt violated.
I thought I'd be a baby and cry about my defeat in the car, or when I saw my husband at the start but I actually felt proud. I felt proud of my swim and bike that I stayed in good standing for. Proud of the nutrition/hydration that actually went WELL on the bike. Proud that I was participating in something larger than myself. Proud that I gave it my best shot-and well, there wasn't anything I could do about how my body responded even under all the controlled conditions I gave it. I just couldn't control the weather. I ultimately felt proud that I knew when to quit. I had stopped at the boarderline. The puking wouldn't have stopped and I would have gone down hill quickly. As it stands right now my stomach is upset-but I could get down lunch. I feel very dehydrated, but I'm keeping all liquids down, my heart rate is still up and I'm still very hot, but I can totally function
SO I didn't get the finishers metal. I didn't get the glory of the finish. I didn't get to feel what a TRUE ironWOMAN feels and I'm not one; but I'm proud of the journey. It was a real priviledge to participate