Day 3... put a 5mg patch on today, the lightest one. Yesterday I was having hot and cold sweats, churning stomach, fleeting headaches, dizziness, nausea, sore throat, coughing and post nasal drip. I also had a serious loss of appetite. Luckily I exercised in the early morning before feeling like this.
Sounds like a flu, huh? But when I went to sleep and woke up in the middle of the night I suddenly felt back to normal. When I woke up this morning I still felt fine, but within an hour of waking the dizziness has come back. Throat and cough seem to be slightly better, but I just couldn't handle another day of shakes and nausea, so I put on a patch.
For some reason I feel like I'm letting myself down, though that's not true at all. I'm using the resources available to me to quit, no matter what it takes!
But now I'm scared... will the patch not bring back the hooked-ness and when I stop wearing them (I only have 3 more) will I feel like crap all over again!? Can you really wean yourself off nicotine?