let me share a little secret with you...
the one cool thing re getting older??
you just don't give a f*ck about anything...
THAT dad dancing we all know & cringe over...THEY think they have still got IT!! sooooo uncool that its kind of cool hahaha....
nothing shocks you...been there...done it...
yes us old folks have no shame whatsoever
today i listed all the men i've ever slept with in my diary...if there was a point i've forgotten it now...
those blummin old brain cells of mine
would i have done that in my 20's??? NO WAY!!! i'd have lied...or rather withheld a few!! in fact when i got together with hubbie no. 2 he was no.5 shag wise but i used to miss out no.3 as he didn't know him (i'd have missed out no.4 too but he knew him) what difference i thought saying i'd had sex with only 3 men instead of saying 4 i really don't know!! but at least when no.3 was found floating off coast of spain headless i hadn't already told him i knew him!!
things you'd get worried over in your 20's you don't get worried about in your 40's so thats good...i didn't like my 30's so much...as 40 just seemed like a big gaping dark tunnel at the end...i 'stuck' at 36 for a few yrs & refused to acknowledge i'd gotten any older!!! but now i've passed through it...its like...whatever....or shit maybe i am just old & giving up!!!??
no as if...i'm still a vain cow...& love my music/movies/shoes/clothes/bags as much as ever (y'know the stuff that really counts LOL) the thought of death freaks me out as much as ever or rather the thought that thats it...as my 'little' discussions with schwa may have showed...& i really hope i die in my sleep...i don't like pain!!! but getting older?? kids stuff...
i remember a conversation i had with my son when he was about 11 & i was 32...
i asked him if i still had IT...he said no...
i said does a 25yr old still have IT then??
he made a bit of a face but said yeah i think so...
so what about a 30yr old?? NO he said laughing...
so i said so somewhere between 25 & 30 you LOSE IT?? yeah he said you must do...
hes 21 in a couple of wks...i like to remind him of our little convo every now & again...i did the other day...just to let him know to make the most of IT...as hes only got another 4 yrs before he starts to lose his too!! LOL
anyway...what does a blummin 11 yr old know???! i still think i've got IT in spades...of course if he is right...chef you've already started losing yours...
edit@chef...
whats a gun run???