Hi Mariana:
I've been a bit busy the last couple of weeks and am coming in a bit late, but welcome! I struggled with serious binging for years, even while in full-one "weight loss/counting my calories and doing well" mode. It sabotaged me to the point that I've lost the same 100 pounds (around 45kg) TWICE. After years, I finally recognized that a huge component of my binging was over-restricting calories. Basically I'd get so hungry that I'd eat everything in sight. So, I'm always a proponent of losing weight slowly and steadily. I'll be following.
Oh, and you have THE BEST USER NAME EVER!!!