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Morning

Accidently slept in till 6:20. So no pacing, boo! I'll have to pace later.

I weighed myself, 140.2 still. Could be temporary bloating from creatine.

Got kiddos up and fed and off to school. I'm in a bad mood this morning, not sure why, maybe cuz I didn't get to pace this morning?

Took Bear out for a walk, had my pb and sliced banana toast for brekky, now I'm going to vacuum and mop while listening to a fitness podcast.

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Finished my chores and working out. I'm still a little concerned I'm eating too much since I didn't lose weight this week. So I'm dropping my calories to 1300. I estimate to the best of my ability for supper, but I could be under estimating so it's best I count 1300.

Now I'm pacing to hit my 15k steps.
 
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maybe get a cheap treadmill so you don't have to walk back and forth. they have come down a lot over the years.
 
Morning

Up at 5, showered, pacing and 2 ice coffees.

My weight was UP today, 141! Wtf. It's gotta be the creatine. I want to stop taking it, but I know it's temporary, it's impossible to gain weight on 1300 cals. So I'll try to wait it out, it just sucks tho.

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I'm going back to 1500 cals. I need the protein. With how active I am, I know the weight gain is not fat but water weight, it can last weeks. But I'm going to stop weighting myself for a while and concentrate on fitness, eating healthy and protein.

I'm not grumpy today! But I am looking forward to being alone today. Working out, TV and a nap😁

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Got kiddos up and fed and off to school. Ran an errand, took Bear out for a walk, had cinnamon raisin toast with pb and sliced banana for brekky, chores and worked out.

Did bare minimum chores today, my body is tired. I did 20 mins on the treadmill then worked abs. I did not do pilates today bc my legs were too tired. Once I was done abs, I hopped back on the treadmill for my last 2k steps. But before then, I started getting a migraine. Half of one eye starts to go blurry. So I took my pain killers.

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Got 15k steps by 10:30. Then organized a little bit then did laundry. Then I took a well needed nap.
 
Afternoon

I slept for an hr and my headache is almost gone. Then I ate lunch, 3 eggs, a yogurt and 2 iced coffees. Then I sat on the couch with Bear watching my Beverly Hills show.

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I'm going to stop taking creatine. I don't want to deal with the water weight anymore. Hopefully I'll see a big drop in weight over the next few days.

It's 1:45 and I don't feel well mentally, I cant wait to have a hoot later.

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Got kiddos from school, came home and we did homework. Then I gave them a snack, and I had a 2 rice cakes. A caramel chocolate chip and plain with pb and cinnamon. So good.

I'm excited to workout tomorrow! I'm going to do pilates and stick with it. I miss pilates and a love it. I need my rest daysnthk, so I'm going to do it just Monday, Wednesday and Friday.

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Hubs got home at 5:15! Yay! I love when road ban is on, there isn't much to do so he's home early.

Supper will be chicken fingers, fries (none for me) and broccoli. Hot sauce for dipping sauce 😁

Hubs says to keep going with creatine and have patience. The bloating and water weight will go away eventually. It's good for mental health too, which is why I started supplementing with it.

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Supper was good. Now just hanging out with the kids.

I'm also feeling less puffy amd bloated. Tmi sorry, but I peed a lot this afternoon, so hopefully I got rid of the water weight.

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Got kiddos in bed, had some dried cranberries and raisins and a rice cake. Then went to bed. Ended the day with 18k steps.
 
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Morning

Up at 5, skipped my shower, pacing and 2 iced coffees. I woke up with a headache so I took an aleve and it went away.

Got kids up at 7, fed and off to school. Came home and took Bear out for a walk, had a slice of cinnamon raisin toast with pb and sliced banana, it's so good. Then I did laundry, treadmill and pilates. Did the rest of my chores and baked banana bread.

Now I'm watching my my show and snuggling with Bear.

I've noticed I'm slimming down, it's so exciting! Even tho the scale isn't moving, my body is changing.
 
Afternoon

I had 3 eggs, a yogurt and 2 iced coffees for lunch. Then I decided to workout my upper body since pilates doesn't do that, and I loved it! Now I wanna go back to doing light weights. Why am I so indecisive?! It's so annoying to live this way. It's getting worse as I get older. So here and now, I vow to do

20 min full body workout Mon, Wed, Fri with 7lb weights
1500 cals a day
15k steps a day
Keep taking creatine

There, my mind is made up. I feel good about it. I also am not going to weigh myself very often. I don't want to become obsessed with the number, as long as I slim down (which I am) it's all good.

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I watched the new movie 'Barbie', it was terrible 😂

Then I got the kids, did reading and some Easter egg art stuff. Now I'm chillin on my phone.

I've decided too, I'm giving up my noon time coffee. I just have to pee so much and it's annoying lol.

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Hubs got home at 5:15! Yay! Just in time for my anxiety to start. I'm anxious about soccer. I don't know when or where we pick up jerseys, how will we know what team they're on? So I emailed them to make me feel better. And I'm anxious over a busy end of the month. Back to Back days, celebrating hubs bday, soccer, appt 2 hrs away so no school for the kids, soccer. A busy couple days. But I'm trying to think of the now, but because I'm already anxious, I'm now anxious about cooking supper. Oh, maybe I won't get off my meds, cuz I was scared of life 24/7, now it's just sometimes.

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Supper was sausages, perogies (none for me) and cauliflower. It was ok, I'm not a big fan of sausage. But I am feeling better after some food and a hoot.

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Gave the kids a fruit bowl for a snack, put them to bed, had 2 rice cake then went gk bed. Ended the day with 18k steps.
 
Morning

I binged last night right before bed. 6 cookies. I don't know why... oh well, today is a new day.

Up at 5, showered, pacing and 2 iced coffees. I paced for 1.5 hrs.

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Got kiddos up at 7 and fed them brekky. Then I did laundry and cleaned kitty litter.

I'm feeling sad and empty today. Not sure why. But it's my last day alone for 10 days. Kids are off school tomorrow and all of next week, BUT my hubs is also taking next week off, so yay!

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Got kiddos off to school, picked up some more eggs, no dog walk today, it's a little chilly today. So I did a couple chores and went on the treadmill for 20 mins. It's 9:45 and I have 12k steps. Now it's time to take out the garbage and fold laundry.

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Finished everything by 10:15. I did bare minimum chores today, I've been tired lately. I think my indecisiveness is making me tired. So I'm just laying down on the couch watching my show.
 
Afternoon



Fell asleep for 1.5 hrs. Woke up disoriented lol. Then I made lunch. Then my hubs came home! Yay. So what do I do? Go have a hoot 😂 I'm happily stoned now 🙃.



Hubs went to lie down so I watched my 'Beverly Hills' show.



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Went and got kids, came home and had a snack. I had a rice cake. Now just gonna chill with the kids till it's time to cook supper.



Hubs and I talked about how I'm feeling anxious and sad. He thinks it's from my diet and I agree. Usually dieting messes with me mentally.



Then I had another hoot at 5.



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Supper was chicken pasta, it was ok. I'm not really excited about food anymore.



Gave the kids a snack and put them to bed, then had a rice cake, got my weekly massage and went to bed. I'm giving myself a few days for the creatine water weight to go away before I weight myself.



Ended with 15k steps.
 
Morning



Oiy, binged on 6 cookies before bed. It was a tough day mentally and I just caved. But I did weigh myself, 141 still, so hopefully (without anymore binging) I'm finally losing some weight.



Up at 5, showered and paced for a while while having 2 iced coffees.



I was so tired last night, coffee at noon helps keep me awake, but it makes me have to pee a lot, so I'm going to pick up some caffeine pills to take. I hate getting tired at supper and passing out early.



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It's 7:30 am and I already have 10k steps. I wanted to do more but I'm not feeling well. I feel dizzy and disoriented, I almost fell over getting into the shower this morning.




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It's 8:30 and hubs just woke up. I feel like utter crap today, no Good Friday church service for me.



I had brekky, a slice of cinnamon raisin toast with pb and sliced banana and cinnamon. It didn't taste as good as normal, probably cuz I'm not feeling well. So the only things I'm doing today is laundry (started it already), kitty litter (which I've done) and dishes later. I'm staying in my pj's and gonna relax, watch my show, which is thinspo for me and have a nap later.



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Hubs went out to run some errands and I was gonna work out, but I don't feel up to it, so I paced instead for 20 mins. I'm at 14k now.



Then I had lunch, plain cinnamon raisin toast, a yogurt and 2 iced coffees. Then I laid down for a nap.
 
Afternoon

Took a 2 hr nap, now I'm up and hubs is lying down. I still feel disoriented. But I'm sitting at the table watching my show while the kids play with slime.

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I continued to feel like crap and watch my show until hubs got up at 3:45. Then I had a bath.

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My bath relaxed me a lot but I still feel like crap. So at 5 I had a hoot. It did not make me feel better.

Then I cooked supper, fish, fries and veggies. But I just had 2 plain peices of cinnamon raisin toast. After supper I had another hoot and felt completely better. Maybe 1500 cals isn't enough for how active I am? It's a 500 cal deficient, maybe that's not enough? I'll keep an eye on it.

Then I hung out with the kids till bedtime.

I got my weights out cuz I am going to workout as soon as I wake up, before pacing. 20 mins pilates, which included abs and then upper body. The pilates video I do is basically just lower body and abs.

Got kiddos in bed, had 2 rice cakes to snack on, watched bikini prep videos and went to bed.
 
Morning

Up at 5, did pilates and pacing while having 2 iced coffees.

I still feel under the weather today. My head just feels weird, lightheaded and empty.

I'm low key having anxiety, we are having an early Easter supper with family. It's only 2 extra people, but still. But, my SIL and BIL are bringing a smoked turkey, and I'm doing a small ham in the crock pot. Easy. Then I'm doing mashed potatoes and gravy, again, easy. But any cooking makes me nervous.

Also I'm cutting my pacing from 15k to 10k. I think I might be working out too much and that's why I feel dizzy and disoriented. I'm still having 1500 cals tho.

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Hubs got up at 7:45, yay, early for him. So I had my everything shower then had brekky.

I'm feeling extremely sad right now. I just don't want to be doing life anymore. I don't want to workout, I want to eat what I want...ugh this sucks.

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Got some chores done, now just dishes and I'm gonna use roomba to vacuum.

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Lazed around for the morning and talked with my hubs about life stuff. He tries to help me out as much as possible. I told him all I want is a cookie, so we think my weird and sad feeling might be from no sugar from treats. It's amazing how these little things can have such a huge impact on us mentally.
 
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