Joker's Journal of Change

FBW day.
deadlifts 135, 185, 185 225 (switched the order of the workout and did these 1st. 225 def felt heavy and my form probably wasnt perfect but thats a big jump for me.)

incline press 90, 120, 130 (Used a hammer strength machine for this one to switch it up from Dbs.)

DB shoulder press: 50, 65, 65 (This was tough by the 3rd set...only got a couple of reps.)

leg press: 180, 270, 360, 360 (Bumped up the weight significantly here, and I could probably go a bit heavier. I will have to try next workout.)

seated rows: 120, 135, 135 (pretty much same weight as the last workout, this could jump up next week.)

assisted pullups: These are still tough...as I drop some bodyweight I want to get to regular pullups as opposed to weight assisted ones.

30 minutes of steady state cardio after the FBW. Ate healthy for the most part today but its tough getting enough protein and limiting carbs. That has been my biggest challenge diet wise.
 
Funny thing about weight-loss...it's not something you can study for, buy with money or just wait patiently for, it's something you have to painstakingly earn each and every day.

You know what, I love this sentence.
 
Took a well deserved day off and visited family this afternoon. It was nice playing with my little niece and seeing my new baby nephew. Slacked a bit on the diet today but stayed within my calorie deficit range. Just ate some food I would normally stay away from including having 2 beers with the guys today.
 
You know what, I love this sentence.

Agreed. BSL hit the nail on the head there.

Yeah.....but in general, don't listen to guys who post pics of themselves wearing lycra bike suits! :D

It's true though....I built my "dream home", bought a fancy sports car and pretty much came to own just about most things I'd ever want....the only thing I couldn't buy, build or acquire was losing weight and getting fit! The other frustrating thing is that when you buy a car, YOU HAVE IT....it's tangible. I don't know about you guys, but weight-loss & getting in shape only occassionally offers you moments of self-realization of accomplishment. I can't believe how much weight I've lost and muscle I've gained...and yet I feel like I'm the same body as before I started. Sure, there's differences...but overall the transition is so gradual that it's hard to realize & sense.

Another frustrating thing is the way I feel like I'm not pushing hard enough. I used to bike 15 miles and it was incredibly taxing and left me sore the next day. Today I can ride for 3 hours and not even feel tired. I can swim for long periods. The thing is, the body adapts and almost like an addiction you seemingly need more to feel it. There are days when I just don't feel like I'm doing my part...days when I feel no progress is being made...and days when I've been really f-in hungry and ate a bit too much.

The thing you have to focus on is the Grand Scale of things. They say, if you're good 85% of the time, that's all it takes. I believe it's true. Mentally you may be thinking you've blown it and aren't making progress....but stop and think how many beers you may have had in 'the old days' or by comparison to the way you used to eat. See what I mean.

I suppose in the end it's a series of little steps with occassional big ones (when you have a series of days where you've been ultra-hardcore). Persistance is the key....
 
Thanks BSL, and in terms of your increased endurance while swimming or biking; have you considered incorporating more speed work or interval training into your bike and swimming sessions?

I will be getting into the gym tonight for my FBW. I had another friend of mine comment that he noticed I was looking skinnier. It helps since the weight loss isnt showing up as much on the scale as it is when I look at myself in the mirror. Long way to go however before I am satisfied.
 
Thanks BSL, and in terms of your increased endurance while swimming or biking; have you considered incorporating more speed work or interval training into your bike and swimming sessions?.

That's probably the answer....the thing is, it's really uncomfortable to push so hard & intense that it leaves you breathless & wiped-out. By the time I'm done spinning, I'm pretty wiped-out and my swimming is low-intensity steady-state with a few burst here and there. With the biking, I don't wanna thoroughly deplete myself, I save a bit for swimming. I guess I'm in a routine of sorts....lots of low/mid-intensity exercise. Two things come to mind:

1) I also play racquetball, weight-train and do other stuff on a near daily basis...if I push it with HIIT & speedwork, I'll need a day or two to recover and given my schedule of exercise, I don't really have it. As it is, I'm often in a perpetual state of light muscle fatigue....I don't think I should push/rip it further if I intend to stay active with my other activities.

2) In all reality I'm not training for a triathlon or any contest, I'm just plain & simple trying to lose weight, burn fat and look better. I do mix in some burst and higher-intensity rounds into my routine, but again; it's uncomfortable & unpleasant to push so hard again and again.

I had another friend of mine comment that he noticed I was looking skinnier. It helps since the weight loss isnt showing up as much on the scale as it is when I look at myself in the mirror. Long way to go however before I am satisfied.

I totally hear ya!!!!!!!

As you may know, I've worked my butt off super-hard for weeks only to find little or no drop on the scale. The good news is there was a body-fat% drop, but still...that darn scale is the constant measure of dieting success. When someone ask how you're doing, what do they say? "So how much have you lost thus far?". It's downright frustrating because you find yourself having to explain that while you've only lost about (say) 12 pounds on the scale, your body-fat% would indicate that you actually lost more like 17 pounds of fat while gaining 5 pounds of lean muscle. Most people understand this, but still....that darn scale dictates our EVERYTHING.

Just 30 minutes ago I put on an outfit and could really see a big difference in my body...for whatever reason it just seems like I'm expereincing some nice drop in weight...as in FINALLY. In reality, I've been losing all the while, but it's just a hard thing to realize.

Just know this (and I've confirmed this!!!):

No matter how skinny you are, even super thin....you will always experience times when you feel bloated, heavy, flabby and lathargic. When you sit on the toilet, your stomach skin will be collapsed & fold and you will see rolls!!!!! There will be positions, poses and other body-contours that will make you look heavy in the mirror. So, even when you do lose a LOT of weight, you'll still have moments when you feel like nothing has changed. It's not a day/night perception....in fact, you'll lose weight so slowly & gradually that you may not even realize it or feel different. So, you're not supposed to feel different, don't expect it and don't set yourself up for such disappointment.

If you are like me, you'll likely feel as if you are working-out for hours, sweating like a pig, eating light and doing the right things.....ALL FOR NOTHING. That's how it goes. If you get a haircut: BOOM, instant change you can see. Weight-loss, the opposite...no perceived loss!

So I suppose it's like sailing across the ocean with no land-references to visually see....it just seems like you're going nowhere, and sometimes you can look down and see the current flowing so it actually seems like you're going backwards....BUT YOU'RE NOT. It's a long journey, a slow journey and one of persistence. So join me in my pirate's voice as we say "Stay the course Fatty, for there shall be less of ye come morning!" :D
 
Another frustrating thing is the way I feel like I'm not pushing hard enough. I used to bike 15 miles and it was incredibly taxing and left me sore the next day. Today I can ride for 3 hours and not even feel tired. I can swim for long periods. The thing is, the body adapts and almost like an addiction you seemingly need more to feel it. There are days when I just don't feel like I'm doing my part...days when I feel no progress is being made...and days when I've been really f-in hungry and ate a bit too much.

That's probably the answer....the thing is, it's really uncomfortable to push so hard & intense that it leaves you breathless & wiped-out. By the time I'm done spinning, I'm pretty wiped-out and my swimming is low-intensity steady-state with a few burst here and there. With the biking, I don't wanna thoroughly deplete myself, I save a bit for swimming. I guess I'm in a routine of sorts....lots of low/mid-intensity exercise.

I would say that if your feeling frustrated that you feel that your not pushing hard enough on one hand; but then a post later you say that its really uncomfortable to push so hard and intense when doing interval or high intensity training you have answered your own problem. Cut back on the low intensity cardio and add some additional high intensity HIIT or interval workouts to break through your perceived barrier holding back your progress.

You can keep the pool workouts and just change the intensity level. One thing that my old swim coach would have us do would be sets of 25 meter springs...after each sprint we would have 2 climb right out of the pool and do 10 pushups. We were on a 60 second rest between sprints. You could modify something like that or simply do 25 or 50 meter sprints with specific rest periods in between for a higher intensity swimming workout.
 
great journal started here!

I like what you have said and the workouts.

If you skip a workout it is ok to put that in here tho. i thinks its when you skip a week, that is gets weird.

also whoever this advice above my post is to- maybe if you get on a plan and just work the plan, verses re-figuring how you feel each day, you would have better results 30 days from now.

sorry for a bit of scattered thoughts, but after reading th ewhoile thing i just wanted to at least comment.

life guard eh! open water or pool?

Sweat Daily!
FF
 
great journal started here!

I like what you have said and the workouts.

If you skip a workout it is ok to put that in here tho. i thinks its when you skip a week, that is gets weird.

also whoever this advice above my post is to- maybe if you get on a plan and just work the plan, verses re-figuring how you feel each day, you would have better results 30 days from now.

sorry for a bit of scattered thoughts, but after reading th ewhoile thing i just wanted to at least comment.

life guard eh! open water or pool?

Sweat Daily!
FF

Thanks FF! I have been very good about not skipping any workouts, the only exception might be taking an off day or 2 and skipping cardio. As for the quote in the post above...its part of an ongoing conversation with BikeSwimLaugh.
 
Oh and I used to lifeguard at a pool. ;)

Tonight's workout:
Bent rows: 135, 155, 155 10 reps for each set (+20lbs)
Hammer Strength flat bench: 140,140,160 8,8,6
Standing Barbell shoulder press: 95, 115, 115 10,8,5 (+20lbs)
Squats: 135, 225, 225, 225: 10,8,8,8 (+30lbs)
Arnold Press: 130,130,130 10,10,8
Dumbell rows: 70, 70, 60 10,8,8

30 minutes of low/moderate cardio on the treadmill after the FBW. Cooking some lean beef now for a late dinner.
 
Bad news on the BSL front.....

Tonight while playing intense racquetball.....I blew-out my left knee! Had to go to the hospital. I must have put weight on it wrong or something, it was quick, violent and nasty.

The doc says it appears to be a bad sprain...no damage to the joint, meniscus or ACL....but who knows. I'll be off my feet for a while and will just watch calories, do upper-body and use swimming for cardio. Damn I hate injuries!
 
Bad news on the BSL front.....

Tonight while playing intense racquetball.....I blew-out my left knee! Had to go to the hospital. I must have put weight on it wrong or something, it was quick, violent and nasty.

The doc says it appears to be a bad sprain...no damage to the joint, meniscus or ACL....but who knows. I'll be off my feet for a while and will just watch calories, do upper-body and use swimming for cardio. Damn I hate injuries!

Sorry to hear that man. Make sure you take your time with letting it heal. If you rush back to fast your likely to aggravate it.
 
It's good to have the right friends. I saw a buddy of mine today who is an orthopedic surgeon. He checked me out and decided we really needed an MRI to truly tell what's going on. Just got back from the MRI, details to follow by tomorrow morning. Might need surgery.

Stupid racquetball...so much fun, but sooooo rough & hard on the body! And I was really kickin' ass right up until I got hurt!:mad::mad:

Thanks for the concern. Keep ya posted. But hey, I had 2 hours to kill between the doctor's office and the MRI...so guess what I did? Just a few doors down was another Spectrum gym...so I grabbed my emergency bathing suit, had my geat still in the truck and proceeded to swim 1.25 miles (40 laps across and back) in the pool to kill the time! Doc/friend said it wouldn't hurt...so I got in my upper-body cardio just the same. Just a bit funny entering & exiting the pool area on crutches! :D
 
That is some dedication.

Got into the gym tonight and did 20 minutes of HIIT with 5 intervals of 1/2. Did an additional 20 minutes on the treadmill afterwards. As Wrangell suggested I tried ramping up the speed and was ok for a while but pretty beat after the intervals on the bike.
 
That's the thing about HIIT...you're basically pushing yourself past a threshold that far exceeds comfort: it hurts to do HIIT, it leaves you breathless and exhausted. It's very similar to weight-training where you're pushing the muscle so hard that it's breaking-down fibers and also pushing your lactate-threshold, respiratory demand and all sorts of other stuff...no doubt that's why you get prolonged (EPOC) effects that continue to benefit your metabolism after your workout.

One word of caution....HIIT is kinda similar to what the medical field refers to as a Stress-Test. You can probably do steady-state cardio all day long w/o problem....but if you have a heart-defect or are anywhere on the verge of having a heart-attack, HIIT will bring it on. It's very stressful & demanding.

The thing is, it's a no-brainer: what's going to give you more results....working-out at 70% capacity or working-out at 98% capacity? Of course HIIT is going to burn more calories per a given time-session, and because you're pushing your limits, it's going to offer results similar to weight-training....it'll stimulate growth and expand your capacity.

This forum is very heavy on Pro-HIIT, it's like the holy grail of everything. It's good, it works...but IMO exercise is calories burned. It's not like you won't get results without using HIIT, and it's not like only HIIT will get you results.

My concern for you is similar to a problem I have...I exercise so much that I'm seemingly in a perpetual state of soreness, building, etc. I've noticed that if I take a whole week off from biking, then when I return to the bike I'm super-strong, like my muscles have had a chance to rebuild AND my glycogen supply has also had a chance to re-load. You're working-out 6x per week and if you dial in some serious HIIT, it'll take a toll on you that almost requires resting 2-3 days between sessions!

Real quick, what I do when I go mountain bike riding is finish-off each nasty hill by going all out as I reach the top....it's basically finishing-off with a HIIT session. When I reach the top I'm so exhausted a 5th-grade girl could come over, knock me off my bike, kick my ass and steal it.

Your body is VERY efficient and it'll adapt to whatever you throw at it. I know I've said this before, but I'm at the point where I can do 2 spinning classes back-to-back and then swim a mile...a bit over 3 hours of cardio, and I'm not even sore!!!!! Your body will adapt and you'll perform your exercise using less calories and be less sore. The biggest key is to eat less, but there too your body will adapt. So just keep the ship pointed in the right direction and be patient...it takes time and I can't stress enough how you may not see or feel the difference as you go along, so don't let that stop you and just keep it up!
 
Thanks BSL. At work now, so I will update tonight after my FBW. Im going to try and do HIIT after my full body session and see how that goes. It will be tough considering I am still a bit sore from last night's session. I am also thinking about replacing the arnold presses on my one workout with dips. Since I am already hitting shoulders that session with standing barbell presses, it might be beneficial to add an exercise which primarily targets my chest and triceps and is more of a compound bodyweight movement.
 
Full Body Workout tonight followed by HIIT with 7 intervals instead of my usual 5 per Wrangell's suggestions. I went with some lower weights tonight cause I was feeling pretty sore and I also wanted to try and focus on form with some of the exercises especially my deadlifts.

Deadlifts: 135, 185, 185, 185 10,8,8,8
Barbell Incline Bench: 115, 135, 155 10,10,8
weight assisted chins -105 10,10,10
leg press: 180,270,270,270 10,10,10,10 (went a bit lighter here also)
cable seated rows: 80,110,130 10,10,6
dumbell shoulder press: 70,60,60 8,8,6

24 minutes of HIIT following my FBW 3 minutes of warmup and then 7 intervals. These were ridiculously hard tonight. Not sure whether it was cause it followed my FBW or because this was the 2nd straight night of HIIT. Got home a little after 10pm and made a quick protein shake.

calories: 2200
macros: 40%, 37%, 23%: protein, carb, fat
 
Today is a well deserved recovery day. I am going to try to see if I can hit the gym tomorrow before work as opposed to afterwards. Not making any promises to myself about that tho. Ive decided to also keep my calorie intake about 200-250 calories lower on non training days to factor in less calories being burned.
 
I'm hi-jacking this journal! :D (not taking it over, just adding my own stuff here)

Since my knee is blown-out, I went to the gym this morning and got in the pool. Got out 2 hours & 20 minutes later....completed 100 laps (across AND back counting as 1 lap, not 2). That's a wee bit more then 3 miles. My HR-monitor indicated some 1,124 calories!!

People got in the pool after me, swam and got out....I was that guy who just kept going and going. Yesterday was upper-body weights and tomorrow again will be upper-body weights & some core. Really watching the calories too.
 
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