well the only advise I can give you for motivation is: weve all been pushed around,weve had our bullies make fun of us and hurt us in some way,and some of us have some sort of abuse that that happend to us or is still going on use the stuff that you hate people doing to your family or you and tern that hate into will power. thats all I got thats what I do.I honestly hate my father and got and still is being pushed around at school.By a little something called an MP3 player or an Ipod and download songs that unleash your inner anger.listen to the song while you work out.