IchooseLife
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IChooseLife's 61kg journey.... Cohens Diary
Any lifestyle change is a mental battle at the outset. The old fighting with the new. The devil on one side, an angel on the other. Both trying to outdo the other with reasoning, manipulation, guilt and desires.
And so on night one of day one of beginning Cohen's I was faced with a task that involved having to deal direclty with my best friend, Chocolate. Yes I could have left the task til hubby came home, yes I could have got one of the older kids to do it for me, but what would that have accomplished.
The task before me was to open six packets of smarties and empty them in to varying bags (it's a long story!). So the mental fight began:
Just have one it won't make any difference.
Won't make any difference? Are you kidding look at all those 'won't make any differences on your hips and butt!"
You haven't really started the program yet, you're officially starting tomorrow morning so go on have one last treat.
Why waste all the good you've done today and you have 'really' been on the program since this morning AND Dr Cohen will pick it up in your blood test.
One tiny little smarty... go on you know you want to.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO DON"T DO IT! NO MORE! IT STOPS NOW! YOU CHOOSE.. Life or lard?
And so has become my mantra.. Life or Lard when I even think about deviating. And deviating not even in naughty ways but like at breakfast I measured out 85 grams of vegetables and still wanted to add more tomato bringing it to 110 grams. What would it hurt? right? WRONG!
For me this is a mental battle as much as it is physical, and boy the mental started off strong!
So for me every hour of every day is a battle of Life or Lard, and for now I'm strong enough to choose Life. And when I'm not, I'm thankful I have you guys here to prop me up and keep me on track.
Day two and I feel fantastic
Any lifestyle change is a mental battle at the outset. The old fighting with the new. The devil on one side, an angel on the other. Both trying to outdo the other with reasoning, manipulation, guilt and desires.
And so on night one of day one of beginning Cohen's I was faced with a task that involved having to deal direclty with my best friend, Chocolate. Yes I could have left the task til hubby came home, yes I could have got one of the older kids to do it for me, but what would that have accomplished.
The task before me was to open six packets of smarties and empty them in to varying bags (it's a long story!). So the mental fight began:
Just have one it won't make any difference.
Won't make any difference? Are you kidding look at all those 'won't make any differences on your hips and butt!"
You haven't really started the program yet, you're officially starting tomorrow morning so go on have one last treat.
Why waste all the good you've done today and you have 'really' been on the program since this morning AND Dr Cohen will pick it up in your blood test.
One tiny little smarty... go on you know you want to.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO DON"T DO IT! NO MORE! IT STOPS NOW! YOU CHOOSE.. Life or lard?
And so has become my mantra.. Life or Lard when I even think about deviating. And deviating not even in naughty ways but like at breakfast I measured out 85 grams of vegetables and still wanted to add more tomato bringing it to 110 grams. What would it hurt? right? WRONG!
For me this is a mental battle as much as it is physical, and boy the mental started off strong!
So for me every hour of every day is a battle of Life or Lard, and for now I'm strong enough to choose Life. And when I'm not, I'm thankful I have you guys here to prop me up and keep me on track.
Day two and I feel fantastic
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