Newbride02 I hear you and I am listening. My mother and I have a friend works in the hospital and they both told me horror stories. I listened but just kept saying that it will not happen to me. It can. I know it can. I know it can. It can and mostly likely will happen to me. I want to die old and pain free. Thank You.
Today I won a cruise for 7 nights. So I was very happy about that. It took my mind off smoking for awhile. I did a post on my quit smoking form about something that helped me today and last night. This is the post:
Yesterday I went to Walmart to try find cinnamons stick, but they were out. I was soo mad...So I walked around for a while and left. When I got home I had the strong urge to smoke. So I went to the kitchen and picked up a straw. I cut the straw in the same length of a cigarette and started to inhale. It felt weird, but at the same time I realized that I was doing the breathing exercises alone with the motion of smoking a cigarette. The morning in traffic I felt like stopping for a cigg. so bad and I reached for the straw and did the same thing. I complete forgot I was not smoking for real. After lunch I did the same thing and now I am at work and I took a walk with a straw in hand and inhaled nothing but air. I am now on day 3 and it is not as bad as yesterday. I am alot mooder though I can tell you that much..BUT I WON A CRUISE TODAY....! So I went out side and stucked on some more air....Yeah!
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O.K last night I had icecream, but it was smartone OREO ICECREAM. This morning I had the same breakfast as yesterday. For lunch I had a salad with olive oil and vinger, a dinner roll with olive oil salt and pepper, and a healthy choice. Snacks soy chips, yogurt. Dinner healthy choice dinner...NO SMOKING. I did not workout today, but tomorrow I will after class.