I thought I started a journal but I can not seem to find it anywhere. So I decided to start another one.
1/06/05: I almost caved today with my diet. I been going to the gym for the pass month now and eating healthy, but still I only lost 2lbs. What the heck is up with that. I am soo mad right now. After I left the gym today I almost bought KFC, but somehow I talked myself out of it. I thought to myself, "Teneice, maybe because you are weight training you are not seeing the results on the scale." But I can see it in my clothes. What gives...I told myself to stop looking at the scale, but I can not help it...I think it just going to end up doing more damage than good. Instead of KFC I went to Polo Tropical...Then went to 7/11 and bought mixed fruits and a slurpee small. I am so fustrated. I am glad I did not throw in the towel today though. But something tell me I am going to come close again...Just hope I don't give into the urge to just stop working out and eating fatty foods all the time again.
1/06/05: I almost caved today with my diet. I been going to the gym for the pass month now and eating healthy, but still I only lost 2lbs. What the heck is up with that. I am soo mad right now. After I left the gym today I almost bought KFC, but somehow I talked myself out of it. I thought to myself, "Teneice, maybe because you are weight training you are not seeing the results on the scale." But I can see it in my clothes. What gives...I told myself to stop looking at the scale, but I can not help it...I think it just going to end up doing more damage than good. Instead of KFC I went to Polo Tropical...Then went to 7/11 and bought mixed fruits and a slurpee small. I am so fustrated. I am glad I did not throw in the towel today though. But something tell me I am going to come close again...Just hope I don't give into the urge to just stop working out and eating fatty foods all the time again.