fknfatbag
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i have had that super massive mega bad luck to be born as a fuking female and going through puberty was no less than traumatic to me, my body just has the most ridiculous shapes ever, i dont detest that shit, but i just idk fuking despise it to death, ive been skinny kid and i have skinny kids soul n mentality, this is absolute torment sometimes because its an absolute soul-body incompatibility ever..ive been through sooo much shit you cant imagine bcs of it..
ive been skinny, superfat then normal, then slim (for a brief!) and now im fatter than ever!
shit is i got new friends and they wanna meet me real soon n their like fukin skinny theres no fuking way ill ever stand near to guy as a fatass ever!!! esp to skinny guys!
I DONT HAVE FUCKING TIME FOR THIS SHIT, this is like last time for my youth. life have already raped me hardcore with acne n facial shit, different psychological diseas you have no idea about even, ive been through total terror and now finally somethings goin alright but fuck the shit body is dragging everything down again, i just cant believe it!
i love fuking food alright, food = fun, food = awasome. but with lameass metaolism n fatass like that no food is allowed but i was severe depresed so i binged it alright. i could eat several burgers, salad, snacks, soup, desert n some more food in one time easily
NOW I MADE A SUCH A STRONG DETERMINATION TO EAT LITTLE AND WELL LIKE NEVER BEFORE altho im not new to all this health lifestyles n bla bla bla
I MADE IT TO 12 DAYS!! 12 FUKIN DAYS WITH EATING AS LITTLE AS POSSIBLE, I EVEN COUNTED THOSE FKN CALS AND EVERYTHING IS RIGHT I LOST ONLY 4 KILOS (8 LBS) TILL DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY BCS YESTERDAY THIS SHIT BODY PLAYED OUT THE NEW RIDICULOUS TRICK EVER. can u imagine i ate even less yesterday and what do you know at the end of the day it weights 1 KILO MORE AGAIN!!! 8OOO WTFFFF!!???
SO I DONT FUCKING KNOW WHAT DO NOW?? WHAT DO I EAT OR DONT EAT OR WHAT TO FUKIN DO??
and dont say exersise cos i have fuking reasons i wont:
i hate to fukin sweat n shit cos i cant fucking afford to shower every or other day, im poor too!
IM ALREADY STARVING PRACTICALLY AND ILL HAVE TO FUKING MOVE THAT DEAD BODY TOO?? where is sense in that??
the least i need is to gain somekinda muscular bulk ass or some shit like that..NO THANKS! i dont wanna be muscular at all in fact. I JUST WANNA BE SKINNY TO SLIM THATS ALL?
retarded body will get somekinda new resistance to it or someshit n it wont work anyways
WHY IS STUPID ASS BODY SO RETARDED??
i found out about this leptin resistance..i just couldnt belive it...new lameass shit to not be able to lose that damn grease, why r femals so fucked??? first of all not only i dont wanna no fuking babys (im still almost kid myself, i dont fkn wanna yuck and it just wouldnt be fair for next person bcs of lameass genetics) cant retard body get my mind??? it makes no bloody biological sense either cos to get fucking baby you need to atract a male or some shit, but rly cos who the fck gonna be attracted to some fatass? *bitchplsface*
SO..
what to eat??? or not?? ill do whatever cos i only have month left, im 73 KILOS (161 LBS) right now, i need to loose at least 20 KILOS (~45 LBS), i have month, max 1.5 month
its summer already!!! but i couldnt start earlier cos belive it or not but i had job where i have to eat >_< so yea..
and i dont care how unhealthy or dangerous it may seem to you , ILL DO WHATEVER, this body will take it just fine..goddamn other than most important= aesthetiqs its healthy as a fuking cow!!!![Er... what? o_O o_O](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
ive been skinny, superfat then normal, then slim (for a brief!) and now im fatter than ever!
shit is i got new friends and they wanna meet me real soon n their like fukin skinny theres no fuking way ill ever stand near to guy as a fatass ever!!! esp to skinny guys!
I DONT HAVE FUCKING TIME FOR THIS SHIT, this is like last time for my youth. life have already raped me hardcore with acne n facial shit, different psychological diseas you have no idea about even, ive been through total terror and now finally somethings goin alright but fuck the shit body is dragging everything down again, i just cant believe it!
i love fuking food alright, food = fun, food = awasome. but with lameass metaolism n fatass like that no food is allowed but i was severe depresed so i binged it alright. i could eat several burgers, salad, snacks, soup, desert n some more food in one time easily
NOW I MADE A SUCH A STRONG DETERMINATION TO EAT LITTLE AND WELL LIKE NEVER BEFORE altho im not new to all this health lifestyles n bla bla bla
I MADE IT TO 12 DAYS!! 12 FUKIN DAYS WITH EATING AS LITTLE AS POSSIBLE, I EVEN COUNTED THOSE FKN CALS AND EVERYTHING IS RIGHT I LOST ONLY 4 KILOS (8 LBS) TILL DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY BCS YESTERDAY THIS SHIT BODY PLAYED OUT THE NEW RIDICULOUS TRICK EVER. can u imagine i ate even less yesterday and what do you know at the end of the day it weights 1 KILO MORE AGAIN!!! 8OOO WTFFFF!!???
SO I DONT FUCKING KNOW WHAT DO NOW?? WHAT DO I EAT OR DONT EAT OR WHAT TO FUKIN DO??
and dont say exersise cos i have fuking reasons i wont:
i hate to fukin sweat n shit cos i cant fucking afford to shower every or other day, im poor too!
IM ALREADY STARVING PRACTICALLY AND ILL HAVE TO FUKING MOVE THAT DEAD BODY TOO?? where is sense in that??
the least i need is to gain somekinda muscular bulk ass or some shit like that..NO THANKS! i dont wanna be muscular at all in fact. I JUST WANNA BE SKINNY TO SLIM THATS ALL?
retarded body will get somekinda new resistance to it or someshit n it wont work anyways
WHY IS STUPID ASS BODY SO RETARDED??
![Banghead :banghead: :banghead:](/forum/styles/smilies/banghead.gif)
SO..
what to eat??? or not?? ill do whatever cos i only have month left, im 73 KILOS (161 LBS) right now, i need to loose at least 20 KILOS (~45 LBS), i have month, max 1.5 month
its summer already!!! but i couldnt start earlier cos belive it or not but i had job where i have to eat >_< so yea..
and i dont care how unhealthy or dangerous it may seem to you , ILL DO WHATEVER, this body will take it just fine..goddamn other than most important= aesthetiqs its healthy as a fuking cow!!!