Monday, January 14, 2008
Today has involved a wide range of emotions. From devastation to determination, thoughts from "am I eating too much?" to "am I eating too little?"
Devastation arose when my new digital scales arrived today and I was weighing 91.8kg. It varied for awhile and now I currently weigh a steady 90.0kg. This gives me a determined goal to get below 90 as soon as possible and into the 80's.... for good.
1) The "am I eating too much?" question arose when my father gives me my dinner for tonight. Although once again it was a salad and crabmeat; I fear he gives me too much quantity (even though India previously said you can never have too much vegetables). Also, I have not being weighing what I eat (especially at dinner since dad makes it) in grams or with a measuring cup, so I could be underestimating the calories!!!
2) The "am I eating too little?" question became a more frequent thought when allyphoe brought up some miscalculations in my calorie intake. I have begun to fear "starvation mode", and although I don't feel starved lately, I don't think I'm having enough.
Having both questions in my head is so confusing.
Can anyone (Australian's who shop at Safeway/Coles preferably) recommend some cheap healthy foods? (Not only to increase my calorie intake, but to add some variation)
Also, a question, are frozen vegetables good? (The mixed packet of vegetables you boil in water)?
Diet
Such a routine I have entered. I'm not complaining, I love what I eat, I just fear it's not enough/too much (as stated above).
The biggest change in the routine was when I was walking around town all day and had Subway.
Breakfast
Oat meal - 130 cals
1/2 glass of non-fat milk - 39 cals
One banana - 138 cals
Total: 307 cals
Lunch
Subway - 6 inch Wheat with carrot, lettuce, tomato, two chillies
(my friend said it was good for digestion?) and roast lean chicken
(under 6 grams of fat)
Total (from Subway website): 470 cals
Snacks
One apple - 75 cals
5 strawberries - 28 cals (a bit different from the original assumed 225 calories)
Total: 103 cals
Dinner
Lettuce - 12 cals
Tomato- 30 cals
Onion - 30 cals
Cucumber - 32 cals
Crabmeat - 240 cals
Total: 344 cals
Water
3 litres
Grand Total: 1224 calories.
Okay that scares the fuck out of me. I really need to aim for 1500-1800. I'm going to eat a banana and drink a glass of non-fat milk which is 216 cals, which would bring it up to 144 calories.
Or once again, I could be under-estimating some as the lettuce, tomato and cucumber were quite plentiful.
I seriously need to start weighing on the digital scale and in cups.
Please please please can someone suggest some recommendations to extend my calories.
Exercise
Walked around town all day with my two good friends.
Went for my proper power walk until I bumped into one of my best friends (one of the benefits/annoyances of living in a small 10,000 population city) and he cut it short. He is leaving tomorrow and we were originally meant to watch movies. I was contemplating helping him move.
Saying that, not the best walk I've done. The pedometer should arrive tomorrow and subsequently give me some boost of motivation and hopefully promote me to some jogs.
Not the best day for the diet. Argh. To the banana and milk I go.