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WOOHOOO broke that 200 mark!!! Hell yeah!! soooo should be down hill from here right?? lol naawwww its NEVER that ez! Sooo I guess Im gonna cut this short and head on out for a quick walk before dinner!! ttyl :)
 
well down to 194!! So close...i bought new pants!! You dont even know what that means, I have this anxiety thing... but I hate shopping in general.. my other pants fit nice right out of the dryer but after they stretch with all the bending and dog handeling that I do they stretch and start falling down.. I look like a little gangster with my crotch down to my knees. Its embarassing to be carryin a dog and it gets its foot in the waistline and just kicks them right down.LOL So I got a pair of 36/30 Think I shoulda went with 38 but with the weight im losing i wont have to go shopping again. Plus it gives me something to shoot for~ BUt 36's I havent worn that since high school(7yrs ago) I think Ive shrunk though the legs are sooo long. Then just dont make any shorter length then 30's..lol. So I got this 3 day diet deal from e-bay. It seems pretty cool you can lose up to 10lbs in 3 days. then the other 4 days you eat a normal balanced diet. Im gonna give it a shot.. It couldnt hurt. Changing things up help you through those plateua periods anyways!! Best of Luck everyone!! Ill check back next weigh in!!!
 
Congrats on the weight loss! I can't wait until I get to go shopping for smaller clothes. What a victory!!!!! Good luck and keep doing what your doing, it sounds like you are on the right track.
 
thanks bunches for your support!! I still havent tried that 3 day diet thing.. Im going to wait until i hit another platuea. So for now everything is going good. Ive decorated the house for Halloween..living in oregon everything is rural where i am, I havent had trick or treaters come to my door in over 15 yrs!!! So I'm pretty excited. I like decorating my house for the holidays and someone else gets to see it other than me!! So back to my spider web hanging!!! Good luck everyone!!!!!
 
Hey! Congrats on the house!!! =) I am so excited for you!! I can't wait to be a home owner hehe* Oh how fun !! Congratulations on the weight loss as well - you rock !!!
 
Thx everyone.... i made sure not to buy any chocolate. except tootsie pops.mmmm and i got dum-dums.. I do well with suckers! you eat too many and it makes the roof of your mouth bleed....lol
Good luck to EVERYONE this halloween!!! All I have to say is thank god I dont have kids! I dont have to worry about having all their trick-or-treat candy in my house!! Like my mom always raided my stash!!
 
HaHa about your mom.I am the oldest of 5 and I would always eat all my Halloween candy before my brothers or sisters, and then I would go raid theirs! No wonder I'm over weight! JEESH!!!
I never got to decorate for Halloween this year. NO MONEY. :( But I LOVE HALLOWEEN. I love watching all those halloween movies on disney channel with
( or without :D ) my little sister. HalloweenTown is good, and Hocus Pocus is my Favorite!
 
Little by little its comming off...and I guess thats the main thing! Ive been doing really good not eating the candy..got it up on a shelf only my boyfriend can reach!! that helps.. I have to ask him everytime. Soo I just got that pilates Preformer machine. Its great..a great 1st time exercise equipment....well off to catch some zzzzzz...gn Happy Halloween All!!!
 
bit by bit is the way to go! good job staying away from the candy - i'd have a real hard time doing that. ooo pilates! sound so fun, i'd love to try that someday. well, keep up the good work and take care :D !
 
Long time no see! Ive been super busy. Hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving. I had my parents over and had My first Thanksgiving in my OWN home. It was great cuz I was able to make all the food. I took charge of the desserts. I made a creamed pumpkin pie(fat free whipped cream,can of pumpkin, fat free vanilla jello,orange zest, and cinnomon.)Yummy!! And I don't really care for pumpkin pie!! lemonade cookies, and a fruited chesses salad(cottage cheese,pineapple,manderin oranges,and orange jello). Very yummy, We had a citrus theme. We glazed the trky in orange juice, but orange zest in the yams, and of course a sparkeling orange fizzy punch! It was fun. Now christmas......then back on full course. I hate the holidays. This is my 2nd Holiday season since my "life change" Im just trying to work out a few more days a week on my Pilates JP performer(which rocks!!) and pacing my self on the sweets. Talk to yall later!!
 
Uggghh the holidays were not as good to me this year as they were last year!! I gained 10 lbs!! thats horrible!! but not as horrible as being where i was 19mths ago! So I am starting over...kinda going to use my new year's resolution as the ever so popular,"loose weight". Im sooo much closer to my goal than ever. Im not going to let this setback hold me down! Im back on track eating good and exercising almost regularly.... Im hoping Im back on track!!!
 
Miracle's Happen, They CAN happen to YOU!!!!

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Here I am again with my "Long time; no see" speech
Since changing my lifestyle to a healthier one almost 3 yrs ago, I tend to find myself trying to be more self-supportive. Besides rebuilding my computer, working my ass off (literally) and the over all sheer joy of being a first time home owner, I have not had as much time to spend journaling on-line. I still keep my written journal (a key to my so called sucess). I found lots of support reading other entries and of course the articles.
I say to myself, "I only have to loose 10 more lbs to be 100 lbs down." Everyone says, So youve lost 90lbs. NO Ive damn near lost 100 lbs!!!!! That's almost another person!!! I think back and its like dang, how did that happen, How did I become almost 270 lbs. I watch Celebrity Fit camp and see people that weighed the same and think to myself, I dont look anything like that.
Sitting with my man I nudge him, "am I really that fat?? And of course the answer is always no. Well I was, and it was really hard to put in place until I went to cut my old jeans into shorts for the summer ( I never go shopping). Those jeans were sooo big it was like a weight watchers video. I could fit my boyfriend in those jeans with me!! For the first time in probably more than 5 years I was able to buy shorts from the womans section, NOT the Plus Size section!!!! It was probably the biggest jolt of reality Ive had in years. I feel like Ive just been living in this rut of priorities,(losing weight, pleasing my man, caring for my animals(kids), working) There was nothing new happening. Its amazing how it felt to buy shorts, let alone shorts in the womans dept. I even had this vision in my head of buying a bathing suit, being only 25 i know Im young, but I have ALWAYS been fat, I have not owned a bathing suit since I was in 3rd grade. (thats what, 8-9yrs old!!) And lord knows I was no model back then either.
The fight isnt over yet with 35lbs left to go, but my motivation has sky-rocketed!!!!!
Geeze thats soooooo crazzy. It was like yesterday when I layed in bed thinking there was no way in hell I would ever loose 100 lbs, I just needed to get some kind of surgery.
I admit the best support is from people who know me who make the comments, Wow you are looking good. Or, Wow I barely recongnized you!
Although im sure they are flattering me, Its part of my new makeover to accept compliments as what they are."nice words" not pitty!!
All I can say is I had NO FAITH that my life would change. Now that Im down to 170lbs I may even put a picture of me on my computer instead of always using my puppies!!!

Dont give up people. Its never too late to change your life!!!!
 
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