cowboy48
Well-known member
Well I haven't had time yet to get to some diaries. This damn work thing gets in the way of things-lol.
I have been thinking about a few things. You know when you are at your goal weight and you try to maintain that weight it is so hard. There is no sense of accomplishment because the number on the scale stays the same. Especially for someone who has been heavy and dieted his whole life. You know you are at maintenance and then you gain a few pounds and you think well that is only 5 pounds and don't think anything about it. Then life happens, Covid happens and other things happen and before you know it it is 20 pounds then 40 pounds etc. etc. You forget how it feels to be 175 pounds ( my goal weight) and you get used to yourself at 200 then 240 and then 260 ( thank goodness I didn't get to my high of 320 pounds) . You lose that feeling of being lighter and feeling lighter. You buy bigger clothes and then say to yourself well my clothes fit-lol. It is such an uphill battle.
Now that I am down 35 pounds and at about 225 from 260 that feeling of being lighter and feeling lighter is starting to come back and I LIKE IT-haha. Sometimes I envy people that are naturally thinner. No matter what they eat or do they don't gain much weight.
I am going to do this yet again. I am an all or nothing sort of person so when I get into the zone I have a tendency to stay there. Not even chocolate cake can sway me and believe me that is a real temptation for me-lol. It takes me some time to get there but I am feeling that old feeling again.
Well that is it for me today.
Keep Fighting the Fight!!
I have been thinking about a few things. You know when you are at your goal weight and you try to maintain that weight it is so hard. There is no sense of accomplishment because the number on the scale stays the same. Especially for someone who has been heavy and dieted his whole life. You know you are at maintenance and then you gain a few pounds and you think well that is only 5 pounds and don't think anything about it. Then life happens, Covid happens and other things happen and before you know it it is 20 pounds then 40 pounds etc. etc. You forget how it feels to be 175 pounds ( my goal weight) and you get used to yourself at 200 then 240 and then 260 ( thank goodness I didn't get to my high of 320 pounds) . You lose that feeling of being lighter and feeling lighter. You buy bigger clothes and then say to yourself well my clothes fit-lol. It is such an uphill battle.
Now that I am down 35 pounds and at about 225 from 260 that feeling of being lighter and feeling lighter is starting to come back and I LIKE IT-haha. Sometimes I envy people that are naturally thinner. No matter what they eat or do they don't gain much weight.
I am going to do this yet again. I am an all or nothing sort of person so when I get into the zone I have a tendency to stay there. Not even chocolate cake can sway me and believe me that is a real temptation for me-lol. It takes me some time to get there but I am feeling that old feeling again.
Well that is it for me today.
Keep Fighting the Fight!!