I know what you mean Omega with the TOM, this month I didn't gain really anything before it, so I thought oh wonderful so I will lose at least 2 lbs when it is over, but unfortunately, I think the days where I skip a number and lose 2 lbs in one shot are behind me lol. At this rate it will be next month before I hit the 140's. I'm not sure I will hit my goal by June at this rate. I figure even if I can't wear a bikini this summer I can wear a one piece that hides my tummy but is still totally hot. I have a running joke with some friends that when I lose all the weight I am going to dress slutty all the time just cause I can lol. Although I don't think I'll have the guts for that.