Well....today was a freakin' catastrophe!!!
After the TK-weekend I felt a bit heavy and off-routine...so for the last 4 days I've been really cutting the calories AND taking many people's advice, I've been avoiding carbs and pushing lean protein. Oh, it works....quite rapidly I felt leaner & lighter.
Today I did my first spin-class just fine, good power. Then I got on the treadmill and ran...after a mile I felt a bit weak, but I remember how FF says you have to push past the pain....so I kept running at 6mph and covered 2.25 miles before having to stop for my 2nd spin-class. When I got off the T-mill, I didn't feel very good. It's normal to feel a bit disoriented: you go from running on a stationary machine to walking on a floor actually moving...but I soon realized "something" wasn't right.
I walked over to some friends anticipating that if something should happen, they'd be there. I felt light-headed, weak and a bit like I was going to pass-out. I went into the spin-room and drank some protein shake and ate a protein bar (200 cals). Drank some water too.
The next class began and I just didn't feel the energy...after 15 minutes I started having weak spells with more light headedness...at a few instances I was really worried...so I unloaded the bike and figured, not wanting to quit, I'd just cruise at 115-125 heart-rate and finish-out the class...but that intent didn't last long: I could tell, if I didn't stop, my body would. Seriously guys, it's scary....feels like someone is jiggling your life switch.
I got off the bike...first time EVER quitting a class early. Ate a zone bar (210 calories, has some carbs) and finished my protein shake. I waited 10 minutes but continued feeling weird....not wanting to face potential embarrassment I just walked away from the spin-room and went to the shower to cool down. Like a stubborn jackass, I still got in the pool and slowly, taking 3-4 breaks, swam my mile...but it was weak and hampered. Part of me wanted to work past it, another part figured I was burning a lot of fat at this point and still another part just didn't want to think I had to quit.
Went home, ate 2 pieces wheat bread, a banana, 3 tablespoons low-fat peanut butter, 2 chicken thighs and 2 pieces dark chocolate....trying to give my body some food, ya know.
Yesterday was very lean calories and I did weights prior to that. Dinner last night was 1/2 a yam and 3 pieces of chicken...breakfast this morning was a medium apple and a low-carb tortilla with 1 piece melted cheese.
I dunno, I'm still getting over a respiratory thing, but I think I'm just pushing too hard and not eating enough. If I do 3.75 hours of cardio, I need carbs...but when I eat carbs, everyone tells me my fat-loss/weight-loss is hampered. It's frustrating....I just want to burn this fat off my body and I enjoy doing all this cardio as a means to do it....I'm just having trouble finding that happy medium-ground.