wherein I put Bulimia into a shoebox and chuck it into a lake

[Bunny Bunny]

Hi
I'm Bunny
19 years old
University Student

I'm recovering from 6 years with Bulimia! I've been underweight and overweight and every weight in between.

I want my life back. I guess my current goals are...
stop visiting eating disorder websites
stop binging/purging
stop crying on the shower floor everyday
seek therapy and help
eat a reasonable amount of calories (1500 > calories > 1200)
laugh
try hard in school (but accept failure)
be happy

I also love to talk and make friends. Feel free to post here!! Or just chat. I'm a nice person​

 

[Bunny Bunny]

Day 1
145.0 (-0.0)

-Coffee and 1/2 a cup of milk (60)
-Huge salad (490)
-Toast + 2 oz cream cheese (250)

[1:50 PM] I'm still deciding on what to eat for dinner. I also want to go for a walk.​

 

[Llama]

Hi Bunny and welcome to the forum! I´m sorry to hear you´ve been struggling with eating disorders for so long even though you´re so young but it´s awesome that you´re breaking free. One tiny point: I may be the only one but the very light text colors are hard for me to read; would you mind using a slightly more intense shade? I hope you find something delicious and nourishing to have for dinner.

 

[Bunny Bunny]

oh no I didn't realize I wasn't able to edit posts on here

I'll try to keep my intake to 1 post/day but I love to talk so I might go over sometimes

I ate 2 ice pops (45) for no reason, I think I'll make one of these black bean burgers (200) for dinner. And 3 cups of Portobello mushrooms (60) with some cream cheese (90) and 1/2 an Avocado (117).
=1312 calories for the day
Also I'm super pumped to go on that walk It's 68 degrees Fahrenheit and a nice breeze where I live. OK so I'll plan for school and finish a few things. Then I'll walk and then I'll cook dinner.

 

[Llama]

Much easier to read, thanks! The editing windows here is only 15 minutes due to... something to do with spam, I think. But write as much as you like. This is your diary, after all.
Black bean burgers with shrooms and avocado sound delicious.

 

[Cate]

Hi, Bunny & welcome to the forum I'm sorry that you have an eating disorder. Bulimia is awful. Our younger son had it & hid it well from us when he was a teenager. He took way too long to get help after he left home & still suffers from distorted thinking about his body, & low self-esteem, which is heartbreaking to see. Please get some help for it. I'm glad you have joined us. We like nice people We are also a very supportive & kind community. Ignore any spam you may see & don't click on links from any new members. We're here to look after one another.

 

[Err2]

Welcome bunny!

 

[alligatorob]

Hey Bunny, welcome to the forum!

I'll try to keep my intake to 1 post/day but I love to talk so I might go over sometimes

No problem with your posts, don't feel constrained in how much you post, just do what you want. That's what this place is for.

I have never had bulimia, but I am a binge eater who was very over weight most of my life. Though our symptoms are different I believe we both are fighting the same eating disorder demon, at some level anyway.

My binge eating has been arrested for the last year and a half, with a lot of help from folks here, I think you will find the same help. I know however that I am never more than 5 minutes away from a binge, so I am staying here in maintenance.

I look forward to following your progress.

 

[Omega]

Welcome to the forum. You will fit right in here.

We are all a bunch of friendly nice people who know what it is like to have problems with our bodies not being the way we would wish - and are cheering each other on to be active and eat healthily and generally have a healthy attitude towards food.

I would post as often as you feel like... There are no rules - whatever feels best... Over the years there have been days when I have made dozens of postings... Every time you would have edited it - make another posting...

If you are anything like me - some days you do not really want to talk about weight and other days you really want to chat non-stop about it... It is after all better to chat than to eat a ton of food...