Hey everyone! So I'm 30, 5'1 250 lbs. Yeah, I'm a big girl. This year alone, I've dieted like, 3 separate times. I just can't seem to stick with it. I realized that's its definitely a mental thing with me. Like, I'm so used to eating at night that if I don't, and tell myself no, you're not even hungry, I kind of get a Lil anxious. I have pcos, high bp and so on. I'm 30 and feel 80. Just looking for ppl to connect with through here or email to hold me accountable for my actions while dieting. My husbands and my first son passed away 5 years ago. Were finally ready TTC again. But I know I have to lose this weight in order to get my pcos in order to concieve. Sorry for ranting lol 
