Hi everyone. Well im 14 turning 15 in april, and see i do not like the body i have. I am 179 and stand 5"9. I cant stand how when i take my shirt off all i see is fatness and i hate it. I need commitment, but some how i never can stick to it, even though i want to be skinny again. I cant get over my pop addiction, and junk food. I like healthy things like apples and stuff but we never get them, and whenever i have money im tempted to get junk food and like i never get money anyway. and I cant even run half a mile with out having my asthma act up. and i ended up running the mile in almost 11 MINUTES. Rediculous for me. and all i have to weight lift with is a 10 pound weight (only one) and like whenever i do situps and pushups or jumping jacks, i cant do it for very long. I want to get in shape soooo bad. so if someone could help me and give me some suggestions and a good eating plan (perferably cheap) that i would very much appreciate it..