okay so i feel like a shmuk. but here goes anyway- just over two years ago i got out of a really bad relationship(12 yrs) and the self esteem was shot. thought i worked thru most of the garbage but apparently not. now that i've gone back to school the old feelings that i don't measure up are creeping back. could be being surrounded by so many young bodies. ?? iam very strong especially given my size but... after a c-section and a couple of ab surgeries and the old chest shrinking after 2 kids now the esteem is in the toilet again. have a B.F. but he isn't around much 1-2 a month (well over a year in) and that doesn't help. now i've just found out that my testosterone levels are low so i'm on med's for it(haven't started yet) so will that help of will there be new problems with not so nice side effects. what is it going to do to my body i really don't want to look lets say like less of a woman. ? any ideas???