Hi I'm Benfield and new to forums. I was 18 stone 2 years ago took me 8 months ridiculous starving and training until I got to 72 kilos. This was awesome anyways a year goes by happily maintaining bit of eating/drinking then burning it off. So this Christmas just gone it has all gone a bit wrong. I decided to buy a running machine which is great for winter running. So after my birthday November last year a bumped to 77 kilos then just before xmas 80. So I thought do some daily training get low then blow out for Xmas. 10 days 1 hr 30 mins each day hit xmas 83 kilos actually gained. Bad news, so after Xmax nearly 90. Managed to claw back to 83, 4 weeks ago. Now a solid month up hill training 1 hr 20 every day and it just stays at 77 k and I am leaving 400 calories spare each day on a zig zag diet. When I was first really heavy I ate all my exercise calories and the weight fell off, but to scared to try that again. What should I do.......