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Alison

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Hi - I am a 26 year old with 2 children, I am 5'7 and weigh 140lbs. :confused:

I stumbled across the sight and have read many motivating things!!

My goal weight is 120lbs. Which unfort. I have acheived a few times then just pack the wieght right back on over and over again. Every time I do I get very upset and depressed but always seem to pull my self out of it and get the weight back off. This time is a different story!!! I am totaly addicted to all food!! I can't stop myself!! I am getting so upset about it that I am scared that I am not going to pull myself out of it this time! I am feeling like a HUGE failure everyday, espically right after I eat! After eating I steer clear of all mirrors cause' I feel like such a looser that I can't even stand the sight of myself! I am ashamed to say but I did start taking laxatives a couple of days ago hoping to see a few lbs go then get my "healthy" modivation back.

I am feeling very alone and scard! Has anyone else felt this way or anyone have any sugestions on changing this terrible attitude I have developed!:(
 
I have felt this way before...but Im sure that it will slide by. You can do anything you put your mind to. Just stick with it and stay positive. Staying on here and getting on here everyday has helped me tremendously. I read other people's diaries and I think...I can do that. I am to the point now that when I go out to eat and see my friends and husband eat all that bad stuff I just say...man how did i do that...and if i did eat that my stomach would hurt becuase im not used to that. The first step is you have to want to do it. and then from there you can sail your way to a good healthy you! Good luck!
 
Happy St. Patrick's Day

HAPPY ST. PATRICK'S DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
You Can Do This And We Will Help You! If You Really Want To I Know You Can Do This Just Read Some Journals This Family Has Helped A Lot Of People But Don't Blame Me If You Get Addicted To Us But Hey We Are Better Than The Food!! So Getting Addicted To Us Isn't All Bad!! Hehehehehe
 
i'm with Red. You can do this. And this forum is SUPER HELPFUL.

it is good that you can admit (and are ashamed re: the laxatives) but that has got to stop...sounds like you crash diet, lose weight and it comes back. you need a healthy eating plan for LIFE and exercise one as well... have you seen a nutritionist? Do you have a plan or know what your goals are other than a # on the scale??

We'd love to help.

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Thanks!!

Thanks to everyone!! I am feeling much better and motviated!! It sure is great to know that I am not the only one who has felt this was. Almost all my friends (and husband) can EAT< EAT< EAT and not gain a pound - that makes you feel so MAD!!!

& to Skyer - My main goal other than the # is that when the weight is off I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER! But then I binge eat bad!! So I guess the main goal is to stop the Binge eating!!

Thanks, thanks, thanks, Alison
 
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