Chillin, you are honestly an amazing person! Thank you for your motivational words I will repeat these to myself often!
Sunday for my day off I ended up doing a class with a friend "Body Combat" it was her idea and I didn't want to let her down because she may have not done it without me and I want to motivate her to reach her goals. I didn't think it was very hard at all at the time but I'm feeling it in my arms and upper back still today! That certainly proved me wrong with my view on gym classes besides spin.
Monday I was still slightly sore so I ended up doing yoga to loosen everything up a little bit which was a good idea, I then did some lower body weights just to relax my upper body for a while longer.
I have received some bad news about my exams I unfortunately failed and this really got me down because I felt like I put my all into them. I was feeling awful about it and didn't have much motivation to do anything today then I bumped into my trainer and sat down and had a chat with him who I now consider a friend rather than a trainer, after getting a lot off my chest he told me I needed to run 15km today
not exactly what I wanted to hear considering I was emotionally drained. When i whinged he just said "Ok 20km then".
I came home, got into my running gear after we'd agreed I'd run 15km. I reached for my ipod and saw it was out of battery, I decided I could use it as an excuse or just get on with it and which one did I choose? I GOT ON WITH IT
I ran out the door as I kept on repeating in my head "Just get through it, just get through it" as I ran I saw a beautiful woman in my path with a man and a dog, with my low motivation I looked at her and thought "****ing hell that's unfair, she's WALKING her dog and she's got a great body why do I try so hard" as I got closer I realised it was a lady I know from my gym who is a keen runner. It was almost a HA HA in your face that gave me a HUGE amount of motivation to finish this run, I spoke to her while I whizzed past and it was exactly what i needed, she lives locally and has often commented that she sees me running and thinks I'm amazing and I also have run a fun run with her raising money for a charity she organised.
Yes the run did get hard physically and emotionally but I finished and I beat my PB for 15km by 6 seconds, how's that beating it against all those odds. I am happy I stuck with it and ended up doing it! No whinging will be accepted from now on, I have the motivation, the determination and now it's time to show the world what I've got.