Hi Everyone,
Just another one of my mini rants.....I quit smoking a month ago and have gained 2kg. I am so pissed off. Its bad enough that I am one cranky bitch from hell but now I see this on the scales and I want to cry. To be fair, I've gone from 130lbs to 134/135 now, and I"m 5ft6, so in hindsight its all ok. But I freakin hate seeing the numbers go up.
In a fit of self delusion, I tried to convince myself that I put on 2kg of muscle in one month, as I have actually upped my weight training since I quit, but my god, as if that is possible, I mean come on. I've just been eating larger quantities of food with each meal. Normally I have a smoke after 3 meals in each day and without that, I am stuffing my little face.
So I hope my body calms down and I stop being so freakin hungry and I eat less soon, becuase after all the freakin hard work I did in 2 years to lose 100lbs, I do not want to gain this crap back, you know what I mean? I managed to maintain the weight loss for one year now and I'm so pissed off, I even contemplated to start smoking again, as I am so scared of gaining it all back.
Obviously, i won't. I guess its better to be slightly squishy with clear lungs than lean and spindly with black lungs. Oh man..........
Thanks for listening.

Just another one of my mini rants.....I quit smoking a month ago and have gained 2kg. I am so pissed off. Its bad enough that I am one cranky bitch from hell but now I see this on the scales and I want to cry. To be fair, I've gone from 130lbs to 134/135 now, and I"m 5ft6, so in hindsight its all ok. But I freakin hate seeing the numbers go up.
In a fit of self delusion, I tried to convince myself that I put on 2kg of muscle in one month, as I have actually upped my weight training since I quit, but my god, as if that is possible, I mean come on. I've just been eating larger quantities of food with each meal. Normally I have a smoke after 3 meals in each day and without that, I am stuffing my little face.
So I hope my body calms down and I stop being so freakin hungry and I eat less soon, becuase after all the freakin hard work I did in 2 years to lose 100lbs, I do not want to gain this crap back, you know what I mean? I managed to maintain the weight loss for one year now and I'm so pissed off, I even contemplated to start smoking again, as I am so scared of gaining it all back.
Obviously, i won't. I guess its better to be slightly squishy with clear lungs than lean and spindly with black lungs. Oh man..........
Thanks for listening.