Hi Everyone,
Just another one of my mini rants.....I quit smoking a month ago and have gained 2kg. I am so pissed off. Its bad enough that I am one cranky bitch from hell but now I see this on the scales and I want to cry. To be fair, I've gone from 130lbs to 134/135 now, and I"m 5ft6, so in hindsight its all ok. But I freakin hate seeing the numbers go up.
In a fit of self delusion, I tried to convince myself that I put on 2kg of muscle in one month, as I have actually upped my weight training since I quit, but my god, as if that is possible, I mean come on. I've just been eating larger quantities of food with each meal. Normally I have a smoke after 3 meals in each day and without that, I am stuffing my little face.
So I hope my body calms down and I stop being so freakin hungry and I eat less soon, becuase after all the freakin hard work I did in 2 years to lose 100lbs, I do not want to gain this crap back, you know what I mean? I managed to maintain the weight loss for one year now and I'm so pissed off, I even contemplated to start smoking again, as I am so scared of gaining it all back.
Obviously, i won't. I guess its better to be slightly squishy with clear lungs than lean and spindly with black lungs. Oh man..........
Thanks for listening.
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Just another one of my mini rants.....I quit smoking a month ago and have gained 2kg. I am so pissed off. Its bad enough that I am one cranky bitch from hell but now I see this on the scales and I want to cry. To be fair, I've gone from 130lbs to 134/135 now, and I"m 5ft6, so in hindsight its all ok. But I freakin hate seeing the numbers go up.
In a fit of self delusion, I tried to convince myself that I put on 2kg of muscle in one month, as I have actually upped my weight training since I quit, but my god, as if that is possible, I mean come on. I've just been eating larger quantities of food with each meal. Normally I have a smoke after 3 meals in each day and without that, I am stuffing my little face.
So I hope my body calms down and I stop being so freakin hungry and I eat less soon, becuase after all the freakin hard work I did in 2 years to lose 100lbs, I do not want to gain this crap back, you know what I mean? I managed to maintain the weight loss for one year now and I'm so pissed off, I even contemplated to start smoking again, as I am so scared of gaining it all back.
Obviously, i won't. I guess its better to be slightly squishy with clear lungs than lean and spindly with black lungs. Oh man..........
Thanks for listening.