BlackEagle
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Hey Weight-Loss fitness!
I'm Blac, I'm here after countless days of trying to find a place to call home during my Journey. My journey started about a week ago, and Enough was enough. I had become defeated after trying to lose weight countless times and failing, or not losing any weight though I tried very hard. I had come to the conclusion that I better get comfortable in my weight, I'd be here for the rest of my life. During the Christmas weekend, my very best friend disclosed that my extended family after having not seen me for a while told her, I needed to work on my eating that my weight gain had become frightening. When I stepped on the sale after having been told that I had ballooned up to 275 pounds. Horrified I realized m comfortable eating (whenever I desired), fast food every day, sweets all day, eating everything I could get my hands on feeling like I hadn't gained any weight brought me 25 pounds from a large 300 pounds. Horrified. crying and defeated I realized I needed to stop using the word "Diet" and finally change my lifestyle. I needed to stop thinking I would be overweight my entire life, stop wishing hoping and dreaming of what I could look like, healthy carefree and realize that could be my very existence and reality.
Holding onto a lot of pain from life, childhood and many other hurdles I am learning much more than weight-loss. Instead, how to relieve myself from the native energy that I've used as a security blanket that extended as an excuse for my horrible habits. It's time to put my pain to rest and finally be the person I am truely meant to be within. I dream about it constantly, I hope I can do it, I am 24 years old and know I shouldn't have to spend my life uncomfortable in my own skin. I want so bad to become healthy, comfortable, and able to stare at my own reflection without becoming so immensely disappointing. I came across this site after lurking for a while, I was extremely astounded by the success and how tight knit this forum seemed to be and was absolutely touched and inspired by many of the journals here! It seems like a perfect place for me to begin my journey!
After about a week of dieting and eating healthy foods, dropping the sugar, the starches, the sodas etc switching my diet around eating round 5 times per day I've gone from 275 to 260! I m excited that im doing something that might actually work for me! Prayers are welcome, friends are very very welcomed and support I extend greatly!!!!
Nice to meet you guys! Please don't be a stranger! I'd love to get to know quite a few of you!
If you'd like to stay connected throughout my journey my facebook is on my profile!! I am hoping this is a forever change I just need the strength, motivation and support! <3 <3!
thank you so much!!
-Blac
I'm Blac, I'm here after countless days of trying to find a place to call home during my Journey. My journey started about a week ago, and Enough was enough. I had become defeated after trying to lose weight countless times and failing, or not losing any weight though I tried very hard. I had come to the conclusion that I better get comfortable in my weight, I'd be here for the rest of my life. During the Christmas weekend, my very best friend disclosed that my extended family after having not seen me for a while told her, I needed to work on my eating that my weight gain had become frightening. When I stepped on the sale after having been told that I had ballooned up to 275 pounds. Horrified I realized m comfortable eating (whenever I desired), fast food every day, sweets all day, eating everything I could get my hands on feeling like I hadn't gained any weight brought me 25 pounds from a large 300 pounds. Horrified. crying and defeated I realized I needed to stop using the word "Diet" and finally change my lifestyle. I needed to stop thinking I would be overweight my entire life, stop wishing hoping and dreaming of what I could look like, healthy carefree and realize that could be my very existence and reality.
Holding onto a lot of pain from life, childhood and many other hurdles I am learning much more than weight-loss. Instead, how to relieve myself from the native energy that I've used as a security blanket that extended as an excuse for my horrible habits. It's time to put my pain to rest and finally be the person I am truely meant to be within. I dream about it constantly, I hope I can do it, I am 24 years old and know I shouldn't have to spend my life uncomfortable in my own skin. I want so bad to become healthy, comfortable, and able to stare at my own reflection without becoming so immensely disappointing. I came across this site after lurking for a while, I was extremely astounded by the success and how tight knit this forum seemed to be and was absolutely touched and inspired by many of the journals here! It seems like a perfect place for me to begin my journey!
After about a week of dieting and eating healthy foods, dropping the sugar, the starches, the sodas etc switching my diet around eating round 5 times per day I've gone from 275 to 260! I m excited that im doing something that might actually work for me! Prayers are welcome, friends are very very welcomed and support I extend greatly!!!!
Nice to meet you guys! Please don't be a stranger! I'd love to get to know quite a few of you!
If you'd like to stay connected throughout my journey my facebook is on my profile!! I am hoping this is a forever change I just need the strength, motivation and support! <3 <3!
thank you so much!!
-Blac
