AussieGirl
New member
This is my first go at this. I've never been on a site like this before, it was recommended to me by a friend. You see, in the past few years I've just ballooned in weight. I always said I would never get up to 200lbs and now here I am so close to my dreaded weight, I just can't believe I've let it get this bad. It all started after I got sobbered and broke up with my ex a number of years ago. I've just never looked the same. I realize that I'm looking to food to comfort me and "make me happy". I'll go to the shops and I won't be craving anything really, not even sure why I'm there. But I'll come home with chocolate and any other crap that I think I want. Every time I do this I swear it will be the LAST!!!! I use to go to the gym all the time, even for a while twice a day...and I would LOVE it. They closed that gym (it use to be open 24 hours) and now I feel stick. I started going to a curcit training fecility, and have recently put a month hold on it, because I'm just not doing it. I feel like I need to get my eating habits under control before I go back. Yesturday when I went to shops I was so happy with myself because I didn't pick up anything "bad". Instead I got myself a few healthier choices and I'm really hopeing that I'll continue like this. I know it's only one day, but I have to start somewhere right? I'm very embarrassed by myself, and NEVER want to see anyone who hasn't seen me for a couple years, even family, it's shameful. If anyone has any advice or tips for me, I'd REALLY LOVE to hear it!!