staySTRONGnCARRYon
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Hello all! My name is Rachel & I am 5'8, 25 years old. To make a long story short, I was about 300lbs a few years ago & through exercise & clean eating, was able to get down to 178lbs. That was about June ... I struggle with BED, depression, & anxiety so I am constantly struggling with staying on track. It's a constant cycle to stay on track.. temptations are all around me .. since gaining some weight in July on a cruise, it has been a horrible downward spiral .. I have gained 22lbs since June. I had injured my back at work also from being careless(I'm a dog groomer) & used that as a crutch not to work out. Anyway, I'm going to try not to blab too much, but I am having such a hard time getting back on track .. my 'goal' was to reach 160-150lbs & I am so upset with myself that I was so close & let myself gain this weight back. Just needed to vent because no one in my life understands just how upset & sad it makes me .. I feel gross & fat. I hate to be that girl that complains that she's fat all the time but I was feeling so good about myself when I was losing weight.. I just need to get back on track! Also, I commute an hour to my new job (I got this job last April.. promotion to a grooming salon manager where I'm grooming a lot let) that's a lot less physical from my old job & the commute is killing me & making me so tired. I don't know what to do & I'm so frustrated!!
