Hello, I need help to get back on my motivation track. I've gained a lot of weight since the summer and I am moving to a new University this Spring and I just feel so out of shape and like I am in some sort of slump and I don't know what todo I can say and be honest that i have not been eating well on the weekends at times and exercise has been major slack but, I do try to make it atleast 3 to 4 times a week but, i feel like it's not enough. I just see myself in the mirror and want to cry so badly and like I am alway so sad and I feel like it's gotten worse since, I am now on winter break I just want to get back to being 140 lbs in January. I don't really eat throughout the day but, I know that I need to exercise to burn off the weight, but, again I feel like I am in a rut and just need help to get back. I do want to start being a vegan to kind of help out with losing weight. I just need lots of help I can't even look at myself in the mirror or reflection without being ashamed. I don't even want to go shopping or leave my home unless I am going to the gym.