Into the 6th day - first weekend
Hmmm, today I woke up with a jump to realise that it was 10.15am! OMG! that really jolted me up because as I counted with my FAT fingers, I realised that the next meal would be at 3.30pm and dinner at 8.30pm. Gosh! I wasn't going to allow it to be any later. I whipped up a quick breakfast - really surprised myself that I could get it up so fast. I did an omelette as well as fresh lettuce. All done in 10 mins. and finished it even faster...5 mins (so sad). Just hoping now that I wouldn't get hungry soon. Guess, I will just eat some crackers if I do.
I had to weigh myself today - NOT MOVING! I'm down to 83kg now. That's like 4kg in 5 days...but the BIG drop has kinda stopped?! Oh well, in any case, I've not deviated so I know the FAT is melting off somewhere (I hope). I think the late dinner yesterday must have upset things a little as well as I think I had less than 2L of water
. I'll remind myself consciously that I must NOT miss out my water. I realise that the more water I take, the faster I can lose thus the bigger DROP I can see.
Oh! I think I know why there's no drop yet! I've not actually cleared my bowel for the day!! *Pray HARD* Also wanna add that surprise surprise, after only 4kg down, I can now put on comfortably some of the clothes that I've left standing in the wardrobe due to tightness. Never knew I had so much water to lose!
I'm still ill with flu but haven't taken the cough mixture yet. The cough is not so bad as my head and nose. Guess, I'll continue to sleep in for the day after blogging. It's kinda quiet in the forum and strangely, I can't seem to send any private message to anyone...Can anyone tell me why? Okie...I'm off for now...hope to be back later to update further on my progress. This certainly helps to keep forcus away from my hunger
Saturday Afternoon
I'm feeling a little blue. Normally on a Saturday, I would go out with my husband to spend a day out but because of the diet, I have to stay at home to prepare and cook etc. Kinda get to me because I feel so lonely! Think the illness adds to it.
Nonetheless, I'm through another meal without deviation which I think I should be proud off. It hit me just now that I have less stress staying focus while at work. Probably because I'm a school teacher and the lessons keep my energy up and attention away from thinking about hunger and food. So this first Saturday at home has been kinda longggggg and draggy....aaarrrgggghhhh I need more positive help.
I DON'T WANNA DEVIATE!
Sunday Night - 9.45pm
Gosh! I'm done with the 18th Cohen meal...but I'm really feeling the bluesssss. My husband asked me to deviate for a meal so that I could keep him company at dinner (he must be feeling the blues too). Nonetheless something in me tells me to stick on as I've already done 17 meals and I don't intend to wash 1 week's worth of effort down the drain. So, yea, stuck on the plan and didn't deviate but I wonder how long can I keep going?
Why do I keep having this strange craving for other things? Is not that I'm hungry but I just wanna try something different....guess the plain food is kinda getting to me. NO NONONONONONO no negative thoughts...just continue to plough through and very soon I'll be at the end!!! Oh no! I wish the days will just roll past FASTER!