Ok here it goes.. Todays Sept 25,2005. I currently weighed in at 163 today after walking on my treadmill for 55 minutes and stripping down to nothing before I got on the scale. LOL.Thats the only way I will weigh myself. I do seem to gain a pound or two during the day. I cant believe what a downer it is when I weigh myself at night.I know that its only natural that you will weigh more at the end of the day but it still gets me down. So anyways I decided that I AM going to lose weight and get into better shape on June 24th 2005. I was sick of getting up in the morning and feeling crippled. I believe I weighed 192 that day. So Ive been watching what I eat and trying to excerise more. I have three children.Two boys 18 and 16 and one daughter who is 15. They are all skinney and in great shape. They play just about every sport out there. I guess Im sick of just watching them play and sitting on the sidelines knowing that I cant do it. We ski & snowboard alot in the winter and I pretty much just sit in the lodge watching. Oh yeah I take my occasional run every once in awhile but am scared to death that Im going to brake something. So I guess basically I want to lose weight so I can be in better shape. I want to be active again. Also wearing clothes that are in style would be a nice thing. Oh yeah and one more thing Im 40 years old this year and I think my body is feeling it. I will post my food in a little bit gotta run down stairs to do some more laundry. Any advice is greatly appreciated and I will have many many questions.