I could really use some more motivation in my diet and exercise. I recently went to see Superman Returns and wow, I would kill to look like Brandon Routh, lol. I think my biggest problem is my bordom. Its summer for me, I do have a class at a local college but its only from 8-9:50 AM, and then I work on and off at a part-time job for my local HEB Grocery store. I still have lots of time left over soemtimes when im not working. Like today for example, I got home at around 10:30 AM and have really been here all day. I am trying out for a play at our local theater this coming monday but I still can't avoid food most of the time. It hasnt been all bad, I just tend to flucuate so much cause ill be on the diet one week and then off the next. I have made some progress though, I was once 236 pounds, and even at 6'1" thats pretty darn fat still, I am currently at 209 but have been as low as 202.8 a week or two ago. I just cant seem to stay motivated to keep up my progress. I want to be a great actor, and im not looking to become emaciated, (but it would be nice to see those abs) I just want to look good. I have come a long way but my goal is 185, which I could probobly lose more than that, but thats been my goal for a long time. I do exercise quite often, hence the almost 30 pound loss, but it doesnt matter how much I exercise if I just come right back inside and eat 5 slices of bread, lol. Well sorry for rambling on so much, but if anyone has some motivation to spare, let me have it. It would be great to have an email buddy or something.