generally we don't lock steroid threads unless they get outta hand
RichMam - your lack of knowledge about ILLEGAL anabolic steroids tells me you are not even remotely ready for them.
This is the progression towards such powerful 'supplements':
1. clean diet, perfect macro intake
2. perfect workouts - right volume, intensity, and always making it a little harder so you keep growing
3. repeat 1 and 2 for several years, maybe 5-10 years, until
4. you hit your natural potential, and can no longer pack on muscle, then...
5. you can study everything you can about steroids, so you understand all the pitfalls.
6. then you finally buy some gear off the black market from some musclehead at your gym named Hugo
So, in a nutshell, you sound like a kid who's too young to even consider steroids, let alone the fact you don't 'qualify' for their use yet.