mrskirkland
New member
So I have no motivation. That is why I am starting this diary. I am hoping that I at least have the motivation to continue writing in this journal. I am also hoping that by recording my workouts and thoughts and complaints that I can jump start my motivation to work out.
Here is my story:
I am about 5'0" and small framed. I haver recently gotten married and have found my self in a workout rut. I HATE going to the gym. Unfortunately, I also HATE continually growing out of my clothes.
I used to be a tiny, I mean itsy bitsy little thing. I weighed on average 100 lbs all through high school That upped to about 105 in college, but I filled out considerably as well... bigger hips, bigger breasts... I have since graduated from college and have stopped working out. I work across the street from my apartment and walk to work (which I consider a feat), but other than that I basically have to be dragged to the gym. I hate growing out of my clothes and feeling like everything is tight. I hate feeling that roll of flesh sticking out over the top of my pants. I hate seeing my butt jiggle when I get out of the shower in the morning. I eat fairly healthy food. I love veggies and I love lean meats. I am a sucker for sweets though, and I eat when I am bored, or when I am really busy. That coupled with sitting in a cube all day have made me gain 15 lbs.
I don't really want to focus on lbs though I really would rather focus on feeling good and getting motivated to turn some of this jiggle into muscle. So here goes......
Here is my story:
I am about 5'0" and small framed. I haver recently gotten married and have found my self in a workout rut. I HATE going to the gym. Unfortunately, I also HATE continually growing out of my clothes.
I used to be a tiny, I mean itsy bitsy little thing. I weighed on average 100 lbs all through high school That upped to about 105 in college, but I filled out considerably as well... bigger hips, bigger breasts... I have since graduated from college and have stopped working out. I work across the street from my apartment and walk to work (which I consider a feat), but other than that I basically have to be dragged to the gym. I hate growing out of my clothes and feeling like everything is tight. I hate feeling that roll of flesh sticking out over the top of my pants. I hate seeing my butt jiggle when I get out of the shower in the morning. I eat fairly healthy food. I love veggies and I love lean meats. I am a sucker for sweets though, and I eat when I am bored, or when I am really busy. That coupled with sitting in a cube all day have made me gain 15 lbs.
I don't really want to focus on lbs though I really would rather focus on feeling good and getting motivated to turn some of this jiggle into muscle. So here goes......