right I know I know. My diet wasnt too sloppy today, I think just looking at it not being able to be physical today or yesterday is just getting me down about my diet. Looking back at it i didnt take in THAT many calories. Plus my body is working on healing aswell, so thats probably requiring some calories aswell. I mean today consisted of Pasta and Fruit. the pasta was no sauce, just pasta, and it was Barilla Plus, so it wasnt crap pasta. I took in TONS of water. Sorry about my anxiety guys, just kinda dealing with a minor eating disorder (currently trying to get up to about 170, but I want to put it on in muscle.
EDIT-
It is morning on Tuesday, my mouth feels good. I was thinking about taking the dog for al ittle walk this morning to get out. Think that would be beneficial? Thanks for the help guys.
How many calories do you all think I should be getting in to build some muscle and gain some mass. Im just so scared im going to over do it, that it is hindering my ability to take in more calories.
Today I had
Egg Beaters (probably 3 eggs worth) with fruit and 1/4 cup of cottage cheese
Chicken soup for lunch.
yeah
pathetic. But i am just scared im gonna go off the deep end, plus i reall cant pound solid food down yet, gotta still be semi-soft.
Thanks guys.