I lost 15 lbs last month, and I wanted to lose another 15 lbs now in December. The problem is that I have encountered a loss of strength to jump back on my diet for about the past eight days, and today is another day to that list. The only good thing about today is that I did happen to realize something. When I go to work, if I do not sit in a certain place than I can never ever hold onto my diet, in fact I will gain weight unless I sit in a different location. I'm glad that I finally realized this, because it will help me. Okay now, if I were to be in shape than I would have to lose 30 lbs, but I just need to lose 15 more lbs in my opinion at least for the Winter season, I can deal with the other 15 lbs some other time. I can fit my Winter clothes, and if I lose too much weight than my clothes could start to get too big. I do not want to buy smaller size clothes right now, and I did clear the first hurdle by losing this first 15 lbs last month; that went just fine. For me, the ability to lose weight is not so much about will power, it has much more to do with being able to find energy from books, such as bibles or books with specific requirements which is my secret. Do you know what, I think that I might be able to return to my diet finally and finish out this month really strong. What does happen when I am able to get on track is that I can exercise and diet at the same time. I have had super human strength for periods of time but I can not clearly remember how I did it, but I can somewhat piece the knowledge together. The thing is though, I felt way too strong last year for a couple of weeks, I was way to strong. It is an invisible and mysterious power. I love it though. So right now, I am trying out this same approach but it is a bit different this time, for example, I am going to use the color red instead of black. I don't know what will happen, but I figured out some things, I did not know why I was not able to get back up, that solves it though. So all that I wanted to say here at the end is that when I am able to put this power into my body, and hold on it it for a few weeks, I can easily resist eating food, and I have energy to exercise five days a week, but it also has to do with dominance (at least when I used black). I am telling you that everything in my path can bend and fall by the way to dominance, and I did not feel any pain, it was so awesome, I miss it. I want to go with red though this year, if I can. I hope that it works. It will feel much better to be another 15 lbs lighter. My body will be harder, and my stomach will not make me weak. I don't know if people do photos here. I have not checked out the other areas of the forum yet.
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