3verdanadarkslategray I am sitting here after working out in my sweat suit, purchased from a big chain store. It is black and made of plastic.All I want is to feel like I am made of plastic, but not really? I want to be healthy and happy.I try all sorts of diets ,pills ,injections, etc. When I started this , over 5 years ago I weighed a chunky 170 lbs... Took about three months and slaving over the exercise bike and may I mention the sweat suit. I went down to one hundred fourty lbs. I am not gonna lie, ephedra? helped . I didn't abuse it and I didn't take it all the time, but it helped.Well my journey went like this...I had gotten pregnant with my third child, went to the gym all the time was having a great pregnancy.I stopped going to the gym in my eighth month. I had a hard labor. Then my child was here.I weighed the same as before the pregnancy. I worked out at the gym, until I had to move to another city. I didn't get a gym membership here in this new city, because I didn't know any thing about this place and I was wanting the same kind of gym as before. Now I sit here inquiring in a forum on weight lose , health ,etc. My husband, sweet as he is , for Christmas gave me a tred mill. I love it, it works my butt to the core, I feel it. I now , no lie, weigh one hundred fifty lbs. I hate it ! My freind ,who has had plastic surgery, weighs the same as me, But looks different. I thought we would wear the same size and today she informed me that I was just a little chunkier ,I wasn't offened, just woken up to a harsh reality that I am "FAT" . I would love it if someone could be a support effort, that had experience, and would give me advise. I am all open ears. I am 5'3 ,150 . I should weigh about one thiry or one twenty?