Geovicsha
New member
In regards to my history, I'll cut a long story short: My 2008 New Years Resolution was to lose weight; I did this through power walks/jogs, changing my eating habits and having a Diary/getting help on these forums - in the end, I lost about 26kg by July 2008!
When starting my weight loss journey, I thought it would be a pretty black and white journey: lose weight and therefore become confident with my body. But it didn't work out that way: I still have plenty of body fat on me; if I sit down, I can still feel the man boobs, the love handles and the soft stomach – I’m still not comfortable and confident with my body. When I sit down for along time, I have temporary stretch marks under my breasts and where those love handles were. People are always stunned and congratulating me on my transformation, but they only see me with a top on. I mean, sure, I’m proud of my achievements, but the ultimate outcome is not how I initially imagined it nearly two years ago (seems like yesterday in a lot of ways…)
In December 2008 I went to my local gym, and gained a bit of muscle in my arms, but this was little as I wasn't having enough protein/I was probably still having a caloric deficit. I plan this time to have a caloric surplus which includes lots of protein (steak, chicken, protein shakes etc). I don't know if I should continue on my cardio; would doing so contradict muscle growth? I do cardio these days mainly to keep me healthy in the mind, release endorphins and feel good about myself, but I don’t want it to halt muscle growth progress.
I feel very self-conscious posting these pictures, but I definitely need to in order to show you all what I’m dealing with here. Would gaining muscle reduce this body fat? Do you think I need to, perhaps, lose more weight first with cardio training (I don’t personally think so, but I also think it’s worth asking)? Or maybe, this is actually excess skin and a whole new kettle of fish? Although, it doesn’t feel loose like excess skin, but still that fat that I’ve had essentially all my life.
In the end of the day, I am seeking a workout plan that will eliminate this excess body fat and build muscle. Perhaps I should start with the 5x5? I somewhat tried it last year, but I don’t think my heart was in it. Steve sent me a private message this time last year giving me a workout plan, maybe I should follow that?
I’ve only got a month left at my university location until I return home for the holidays; I was thinking of just getting a one month membership here, then moving on to my hometown gym and continuing growth. Just like part one of my transformation, I have a goal: to have some muscle growth by my 21st birthday – January 23, 2010.
Help from any of you, like you’ve done so before, would be extraordinarily appreciated.
Attached are the pictures I’m talking about, and a picture of what I look like with my top on.
Peace to you all,
Shannon x.
When starting my weight loss journey, I thought it would be a pretty black and white journey: lose weight and therefore become confident with my body. But it didn't work out that way: I still have plenty of body fat on me; if I sit down, I can still feel the man boobs, the love handles and the soft stomach – I’m still not comfortable and confident with my body. When I sit down for along time, I have temporary stretch marks under my breasts and where those love handles were. People are always stunned and congratulating me on my transformation, but they only see me with a top on. I mean, sure, I’m proud of my achievements, but the ultimate outcome is not how I initially imagined it nearly two years ago (seems like yesterday in a lot of ways…)
In December 2008 I went to my local gym, and gained a bit of muscle in my arms, but this was little as I wasn't having enough protein/I was probably still having a caloric deficit. I plan this time to have a caloric surplus which includes lots of protein (steak, chicken, protein shakes etc). I don't know if I should continue on my cardio; would doing so contradict muscle growth? I do cardio these days mainly to keep me healthy in the mind, release endorphins and feel good about myself, but I don’t want it to halt muscle growth progress.
I feel very self-conscious posting these pictures, but I definitely need to in order to show you all what I’m dealing with here. Would gaining muscle reduce this body fat? Do you think I need to, perhaps, lose more weight first with cardio training (I don’t personally think so, but I also think it’s worth asking)? Or maybe, this is actually excess skin and a whole new kettle of fish? Although, it doesn’t feel loose like excess skin, but still that fat that I’ve had essentially all my life.
In the end of the day, I am seeking a workout plan that will eliminate this excess body fat and build muscle. Perhaps I should start with the 5x5? I somewhat tried it last year, but I don’t think my heart was in it. Steve sent me a private message this time last year giving me a workout plan, maybe I should follow that?
I’ve only got a month left at my university location until I return home for the holidays; I was thinking of just getting a one month membership here, then moving on to my hometown gym and continuing growth. Just like part one of my transformation, I have a goal: to have some muscle growth by my 21st birthday – January 23, 2010.
Help from any of you, like you’ve done so before, would be extraordinarily appreciated.
Attached are the pictures I’m talking about, and a picture of what I look like with my top on.
Peace to you all,
Shannon x.