I can't take it anymore. Its been a month since i've lost any weight. I was originally 260 back in January and went down to 220. I remain at 220 today even though I Hit it a month ago. I had a cheat meal and ever since then i've been weak. Very weak. I hate my body and still have an enormous, pun intented, way to go but I'm easily getting discouraged and can't seem to motivate myself to eat healthy.
I'll eat healthy for a day or two then eat bad for one day and it screws everything up. I'm a psychological wreck. I keep telling myself i'm not going to endulge in bad food but I can't help it. The other day I had mcdonalds for the first time in 4 months. OMG OMG OMG i'm so weak. I convinced myself that it was okay just this once because they had come out with a New spicey chicken sandwich and I needed to try it to see how they did spicey chicken. I know it doesn't make any sense in retrospect, but when i'm hungry its easy to convince myself. I had a spicey chicken sandwich with mayo and cheese.. Double cheeseburger, large fries, and large coke. OMGz i'm so bad.
And this past friday I messed up bad. I convinced myself since I was having a major major final exam for 1 of my college classes that I needed to eat a big breakfast so that I could focus on the test and do well. So what did I eat eggs cause they give you energy and help the mind. But where did I get these eggs? In the form of 2 bacon egg and cheese sandwiches on bagals from Mcdonalds. And a Medium Ice coffee... Yes mcdonalds now has ice coffee. And so I ate that crap. And too make matters worse I got extremely sick. I had to go to the bathroom like 3 times in an hour and I felt dizzy and my stomach killed me. I felt like I was going to vomit and then die. So I went to the school medical office to see a nurse for the first time in the 3 years i've been here. She lets me lay down and gave me 3 bottles of gatorade to help me feel better. But I still felt somewhat sick the rest of the day and couldn't focus on my test which i think I may have failed cause i just wanted to get out of there.
I feel so guilty and depressed lately cause I havn't met my goal. I'm going on a cruise in july to brumuda and then white water rafting the weak after. I wanted to be in prime shape, but i'm screwing things up. I havn't been exercising either as much because I always feel like crap after eating crappy foods and I have little or no motivation. I need advice on how to stop the madness. Tips on how to get rid of cravings and maybe supplements and stuff that will help.
I take mega men multi vitamin and an occasional met-rx protein shake when i'm trying to be good. Should I go buy me some hot-rox to help with my progress? Can someone recommend foods that are healthy and satisfying.
I look at all you fit people in the forums and then at myself and I get depressed. It seems like I have so far to go and the hardest part is staying on track. HELP ME PLEASE.
Stats:
Age: 21
Height: 6ft
WeightL 220
I'll eat healthy for a day or two then eat bad for one day and it screws everything up. I'm a psychological wreck. I keep telling myself i'm not going to endulge in bad food but I can't help it. The other day I had mcdonalds for the first time in 4 months. OMG OMG OMG i'm so weak. I convinced myself that it was okay just this once because they had come out with a New spicey chicken sandwich and I needed to try it to see how they did spicey chicken. I know it doesn't make any sense in retrospect, but when i'm hungry its easy to convince myself. I had a spicey chicken sandwich with mayo and cheese.. Double cheeseburger, large fries, and large coke. OMGz i'm so bad.
And this past friday I messed up bad. I convinced myself since I was having a major major final exam for 1 of my college classes that I needed to eat a big breakfast so that I could focus on the test and do well. So what did I eat eggs cause they give you energy and help the mind. But where did I get these eggs? In the form of 2 bacon egg and cheese sandwiches on bagals from Mcdonalds. And a Medium Ice coffee... Yes mcdonalds now has ice coffee. And so I ate that crap. And too make matters worse I got extremely sick. I had to go to the bathroom like 3 times in an hour and I felt dizzy and my stomach killed me. I felt like I was going to vomit and then die. So I went to the school medical office to see a nurse for the first time in the 3 years i've been here. She lets me lay down and gave me 3 bottles of gatorade to help me feel better. But I still felt somewhat sick the rest of the day and couldn't focus on my test which i think I may have failed cause i just wanted to get out of there.
I feel so guilty and depressed lately cause I havn't met my goal. I'm going on a cruise in july to brumuda and then white water rafting the weak after. I wanted to be in prime shape, but i'm screwing things up. I havn't been exercising either as much because I always feel like crap after eating crappy foods and I have little or no motivation. I need advice on how to stop the madness. Tips on how to get rid of cravings and maybe supplements and stuff that will help.
I take mega men multi vitamin and an occasional met-rx protein shake when i'm trying to be good. Should I go buy me some hot-rox to help with my progress? Can someone recommend foods that are healthy and satisfying.
I look at all you fit people in the forums and then at myself and I get depressed. It seems like I have so far to go and the hardest part is staying on track. HELP ME PLEASE.
Stats:
Age: 21
Height: 6ft
WeightL 220
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