I am so pi33ed with myself today.. would have been four months the 8th of this month.. HAD a huge bad day today.. One of the worst.. and i had a smoke today.. Only had one.. But still so upset with myself.. I was so scared that that smoke was going to make me dizzy and sick.. but it was soooo good.. Why did I do that.. F*&K... Well can only hope I won't have anymore..
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