This site has changed me a lot because Im finally choosing the healthy ways to lose weight. I would say I had/have an eating disorder just not the way they are defined exactly. Ive tried the whole starvation thing, starvation and exercise, and starvation, exercise and drugs like ephedra which increase heartbeat and can cause heartattack if used while exercising...not a good idea obviously. And, I cant even try clothes on without crying in the mirror. But finally I found the site and seeing what changes people have had from these workouts and diets, really motivated me and Im actually enjoying working out now. And what shocked me the most is that I need to eat MORE...because of all the exercise. Anyway, Im still very new to this but Im learning a lot and Im lucky to have realized what I was doing wrong at an earlier stage than some..so nice meeting all of you, and thanks to those who have helped!